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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
9/90 one tenth done!
Relapsed last night..back to day 1
Day 0. I keep thinking that hey, maybe losing some sleep won't be so bad. It is. Kicks me every time. So I'm gonna be stricter about my sleep now. And my work schedule is a roll of the dice at this point, so I need to find ways to keep myself occupied on "down days" when I don't have a whole lot of work and too much time to myself.
Check in day 10
This may sound stupid. But today evening I forgot to delete the porn movies on my phone. And I opened the files. And I relapsed. Am sorry Bros. Tommorow am gona be stronger so that I finish my day 0.
Day 0/90 No PM (ends May 10)
Day 381 on this challenge
Day 133 weight training (M, W, F)
- well I made it one month which is more success than I have experienced in a long time
- moved no alcohol, desserts and caffeinated coffee to regular lifestyle choices but allowing myself to enjoy them once in a while on special occasions
- want to keep recording exercise as it gives me a boost to see my number consistently grow
- feeling good about myself even though the 90 day mark is as illusive as ever and have been trying for over a year now ... one day I will get there as I am still very determined!
- your brother in this struggle
im feelin some urges, but I won't have the oppurtunity to act on them
Day 86 of 90 complete!
84 days without porn
Hey guys! Day 44! First I want to say thanks to everyone here both for the support and for the fact that you are fighting the same fight for yourselves! I recently shared that I had some great sex with a girl )) I want to say that although this is great and I am very thankful, my fight is far from over! I had sex with her again last night - first time - no issues and finished quite quickly! BUT the second time, it was taking a while longer and I suddenly got a bit of anxiety about the situation, which immediately reminded me of all the failed times before in my life, which you can imagine ruined my erection and we had to stop. She was really supportive, but I just felt stupid and went into apology mode ... which I realize is not the manliest thing to do. Maybe I am pushing myself too hard too early in the reboot process and should take it a little slower with the sex.
I am hoping that this is normal and it will pass. I will try not to beat myself up too much about it, after all it has been 44 days after a 10+ year addiction. Keep going! We can
Day 4 today, got through Monday which I am thankful for! One day at a time guys...
Day 4 fine
Day 1 again. My discipline got a shake up. I notice the addicted part of my brain is thinking ‘ah, M is allowed again, let’s go back to the old days’. So yesterday I was looking at some nudity on Youtube and haphazardly touching myself for about 15 minutes before I managed to stop. So stupid.
On the plus side, I guess: this whole process has made it impossible for me now to look at erotic content and really enjoy it. It all seems boring and shallow and uninteresting to me now. But still every now and then I engage with it in an addicted, automatic way. That’s the need to work harder on the habit (re)forming, I suppose.
It takes a man to realize his mistakes but it takes a legend to change and keep improving. So bromor and strong determined person. Keep going. I am with you in the same battle together we shall over come our addiction