Day 7. Had some sexual scenarious appearing in my mind in the morning. Well, still no effect on me. It is completely normal. That's my brain processing the whole PMO crap. Yeah. Starting from tomorrow I got 7 days down, while undergoing of what I consider for myself to be significant hardship. Maybe a little less of a hardship because I was able to sleep for the past 2 days. And I am going to sleep now right after this post, because I love posting here and I love you guys. My tinnitus is slightly better, but I still have the cold. So I might only be able to tell if it is getting better after I am over my cold. I also don't have hyperacusis or anything (I said I had it because I had only a vague understanding of it. After going to the ENT doctor he explained it to me and I don't have it). So hopefully this was the lesson and I learned it by now. That even on my worst days, I should not reach for PMO as a "solution" or "quick fix". In fact, on my worst days, that's the least thing I should do, because in those days that's where I need the most fixing. And PMO is as you all know, the exact opposite of that. About my job. It's getting kinda hard for me to hold on to that job, because they are making it difficult for me to stay there. They moved to a location far away from transport, so they provided us with 3 shuttles for 3 different shifts. And I only do 1 of those shifts which means I have 1 shuttle. That means if I miss my shuttle, I'm f'ed and have to find another way there which is going to be highly inconvenient and probably cost me extra money Same thing when I want to do overtime, it's going to be a struggle with the transport. This week I still have the night shift (They didn't get my message yet when I said, I have sleeping problems but that's ok, still gotta wait for that confirmation) I gotta see if I straighten this situation out otherwise I might loose some money for this week. If I manage to straighten this out --> I have a safe and efficient public transport route and am free to do as much overtime as I want everyday. If I have to leave the company --> Gotta look for a job beforehand just in case. Just to have some backup. And start working somewhere else. How's it going to be for this week, only tomorrow will tell I'll keep you updated. Let's keep on going! Fist bump!