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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Since i fapped today but i won't for 90-days.
87 days my brothers
No strong cravings today.
Things at the moment seem like they are not really improving significantly, however I experienced the benefits once, when I did the 30 days, so that is enough for me to hold on to whenever I need it.
Anyways, I know deep inside that there is no way, that things won't improve astronomically. And right now in my life, I am absolutely crystally clearly sure, that PMO addiction is like 100% the main problem for everything. So getting rid of that is getting rid of pretty much every problem, during the process.
So I know and I know my way around the mental rationalizations and all that, I think my mind is sufficiently organized by now.
Sometimes there is some weight that drops on my shoulders here and there, mostly it's me exaggerating emotionally, like 90% of the time, but still sometimes you can't just wish it away, and will have to deal with it. And strong emotions will wear off, just like cravings.
Alright guys, I wish you much strength for tonight and the next day and the next and so forth.
I'll keep updating.
11/90 no urges at all
Still at zero here. Something deep down though is kicking in, a soul-level feeling of determination that I will not backslide anymore. I've had it with that, enough. I'm taking charge of my life again starting today.
Congrats, bro. You're doing great.
40 days. It's been a while since my last post. I travelled home for holidays and stayed there for 5 days. It was great. Went to parties, met new people, even had oportunities to have sex, but passed it. I want complete the challenge before have sex again, I believe it'll give me more confidence to deal with pied issues.
Anyway, in the holidays I managed to stay accountable, without P and M. Let's keep going.
I better flipping not
Day 16/90 No PM (ends May 10)
Day 397 attempting this challenge
Day 137 weight training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, desserts and alcohol
60 days! 2 Months! I owe it to myself to celebrate my progress so far - if I have to sum it up I believe I am at around 80% recovered (as a feeling). I am not missing porn in any way anymore - this is by far the biggest win yet. I am not tempted at all by triggers to make me watch again. When it comest to masturbation - maybe from time to time, but nothing close to what it was before! I have to confess that especially in the beginning of nofap I was sometimes edging but never to porn, only thoughts about real girls with no disguisting fantasies. Of course never reached O like that. I almost never do that now. I had sex a few times in the past 2 weeks! This is also one of my biggest achievements! I did not start the Hardcode program - I promised myself no P and M, and allowed the possibility of O with a girl. I now get normally aroused by real girls, no issues with the boner during sex, I reach O quite easy the first time we have sex (even with a condom! which was impossible before and never by hand! which is what I did with my previous gf). Why I say I am at 80%? Because I believe I am in a sort of a flatline or slightly lower libido period right now and last 2 times we had sex I did finish with her but not as quickly. But this will pass and is a minor setback in the grand scheme of things! Most important of all I am sensitive to real sex again and sex is really pleasurable and bonding again ))) Keep going guys!
Yes, that’s exactly the kind of things I’m doing now.
Day 3 of increasing self-love and compassion.
Day 2 fine
Now doing Nofap with this new Chinese doctrine:
I find it to be really convincing.
Keep up buddies!