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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Yeah let's do it. I just started again on day 0.
I wanna congratulate everyone for the efforts in staying away from PM!
@Martin Martin Do not give up man, in all my past relapses when I did MO without P, I was thinking "why not? You already losed" NOOO! You didn't losed, porn is the principal enemy of today's society because makes people idiots about sexuality and real sex is different from the porn videos we saw in the past.
If you just faped and didn't seemed porn, you practically won, do not judge yourself and keep going forward!
Day 2. I'm really bad today, I'm sick, need hygienic paper all time...
Day 12 nearing completion. Feeling good.
I had been trying this for the past 6 years and today i understand something
It's not the boss of me
61/90. Glad not to waste my time on that useless thing... More joy in doing simple things like reading books, exercising, having a couple of beers with friends... I haven't been enjoying just lying in my bed in the morning without sexual phantsies for many years... Keep calming my mind...
Day 8/90- broke the 7 day barrier w/o MO or PMO ... but barely.
I know this much: if I hadn't joined the community AND taken the challenge I would not had been able to hit day 8.
Thank you all for the inspiration -from those on day "0" to those about to finish the challenge!
The way you relapsed is similar to how I was relapsing. I start MO cause I want to see what the guy in P where doing after S. Then when I realized O I got hooked and most times I tried to stop I would relapse cause I found something new I wanted to try. But now am very alert and mindful so that when these ideas come in I don't act out
Quick recovery bro. Hang in and be strong. It's at such moments when we are weak that. You get strong desires to PMO. Hang we are praying for you to recover.
Day 26 almost done. Tomorrow I do day 27. Had some sexual urges just like some 30minutes back. I was having Brian fog. And noticed when I look at a pretty girl I was getting urges to watch P. But now am good and feeling better
Feeling immense shame today after my recent binge... Reflecting on how deep I've got myself into this addiction even though I have no reason to - I have an amazing wife and daughter and good job. So many great people in my life too. I know shame is not good but can be difficult to shift, especially when it wasn't a one-time slip but full blown relapse.
You’ll be ok, just do what you know your supposed to and stay on track and you’ll be back within a week.
Day 2/90 No PM
Day 407 attempting this challenge
Day 139 weight training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, desserts and alcohol
Checking in, day 10 passed, feeling positive energy and increase in libido, good luck everyone
21/90 some socialising today with friends
My parents are going to a party tonight, it's just for people that like 80s music (They're old). Well, I'm prejudiced, I wanna sleep the most early possible and want to change my life and finally complete my goals in the Evernote and my notebook, but some things are making it hard to do. I just hope I can sleep well and do not wake up in the midnight.
Day 12. PMed a bit yesterday but didn't go all the way through, and so I reactivated my blockers for another 14 days to keep me out, and the few urges I had I was able to quash by reminding myself that I couldn't really do that even if I wanted to. And I've kept plenty busy. Praise the LORD for giving me strength to get this far, hopefully I'm able to work through the next few days.