Day 2 and I relapsed again. Ok, I noticed I haven't been writing alot. This time like the last times, I relapsed mostly because, right now I feel that I am going nowhere. I am programming my videogame, however it is not an end goal in itself. I still have very much to learn. I feel like I need to create an environment in my room, that actually reminds me of my purpose. Like a meditation dojo or something like that, I just don't know how, there's just too much bullshit lying around, which I can't organize 100% lol. hmm. I think I need to fall in love with discipline. I will watch a video on that and study it as best as I can tomorrow, because I need to go to sleep now. Having this posted serves as I reminder for me I hope. All the best to you guys, I will try writing more tomorrow. Much love and blessings!