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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Let's have a Good Monday!
Day 7 - First Day of any real cravings to be honest with you. Almost slipped up, decided to come here and post.
Day 17 No M,
Day 99 No P!
Day 19 of this streak. No more P, no more peeking. Instead I'm increasing confidence and self-love.
I built this reality, now I will build a better one.
I joined this forum 153 days ago. Of those 153 days, I was 140 days without PM.
That was a good idea!
Day 5 no pmo.
0 days of running.
1 day of reading.
I experienced major brain fog today which just made me realize how badly I am.
I started reading my second book yesterday.
Yesterday was hard with urges! I'm actually really surprised that I didn't fap. I've made porn less accessible to myself, which I think is really helping. I deleted any app on my phone that I could use to find porn or sexual content and I had my wife put a passcode on it so I can't redownload those apps. The only computer I have belongs to my work...and I'm deathly afraid of getting caught using it for porn haha!!
I drank alcohol last night, so still struggling with detaching. Not the best solution (and usually that just leads to porn use) but it got me through yesterday. I'll need to keep working to establish some better patterns and rhythms for this to work long-term.
I am definitely noticing that my brain is becoming much more clear without porn and masturbation. I'm thankful for that!! AND I'm thankful for the time I have left in my life to write a different future. You guys are all awesome!
No, YOU're awesome!
shit... messed up again.
but still nothing is over yet
here we go
Day 1! Fine for now.
18/90... 1/5th of journey completed looking forward to complete rest all too
Day 56. Today I am really proud of myself. Cause the entire day have been having some serious urges to watch P.
Just five minutes back I was having the same urges. They were strong and very descriptive mentally. It was like my mind was really bargaining with me, presenting flashes of past scenes I had watched.
But am still strong, have to complete today.c
Am also very thankful for this community. Cause before I was actively participating, in such moments I would relapse, but now I use this as an anchor to support me and remind me of a better future..
Let's overcome our addictions with whatever it takes Brothers
Today is day 3.
Day 4/90 No PM
Day 437 at attempting this challenge
Day 154 weight training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, desserts and alcohol
15/90. Hey that's one sixth of the way. Had some mild urges last night. Thought about PMO for a couple minutes. Then flash-forwarded to how I'd feel afterwords - empty, depleted, discouraged, repulsed - and thought "I have an idea, how about I just skip it."
The feelings passed and instead I just did some reading and got a good night's sleep. It so would NOT have been worth it. Obvious to see now, but I'm trying to burn this feeling of relief and optimism and calm self-control into my mind so I don't forget it next time I'm tempted.