[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 17. Oh yeaaaah

 

Checking in on day 83/90

 

Yup, think I might have to do that at some point. Thanks for the tip.

 

Day 3/90 (missed yesterday due to travel)
Day 528 at attempting this challenge
Day 183 weigh training (M, W, F)
Day 2 Jogging (Tues &Thurs)
Day 54 No caffeine and no alcohol
Lifestyle: reduced desserts

 

whoa completed my 3rd target of day 10 without pmo and feeling really confident and will also complete my upcoming goals smoothly ;;; my next goal is to take this streak to 13 days [short and sweet] and then to the upcoming targets ;;; so hoping for the best and also i am trusting on myself that i will not break my promise ;;; if you guys want to give me some advise then feel free to comment below as it would be great .. bye guys

 

One week done.

I've done this plenty of times, but I'm normally in a Zen monastery. It's really easy there to abstain in comparison to home with loads of time on your hands and P at your fingertips.

Anyway. Thanks for listening and as ever, I'm watching all your posts with interest.

Xxd

 

Day 31

 

9/90.

10%

 

Just one week to go! Keep up

 

Day 14/90

 

Day 0/90
Total clean days - 17
Total PMO - 20
Total P - 2
Total hours remaining - 2160

I just relapsed after watching porn. I am really angry that I just gave in so from now on no more usage of my mobile until I get to 30 days.

 

Day 3/90.

 

On day 6

 

Yes, same for me. I think I have found a way not to do that anymore. Now I mostly get triggered by things that I come across by surprise and then I usually manage to stop myself after 15 minutes. Which is still not good enough, but it's progress.

 

Progress is progress

From my time reading on this site, I've noticed that edging is the cause of many relapses.

I've done it myself many times. Thought I could get away with a cheeky M. Thought that as long as I didn't O, everything was fine...whoops.

Of course as well as being even worse than just PMOing, the thoughts and urges are always much stronger after edging. Makes the whole process 10 times harder.

 

3/90

 

Day 4/90

 

One day more!

 

Day 53 completed writing this post at 3 am not feeling sleepy have mild fever and my mind is just full with the things which i don't want to think and i was feeling like i was in asylum convincing myself not to watch anything and the urges constantly hitting me again and again so i come here click the panic button in this site and watch the motivation video and writing this right now i am feeling little bit good right now today i was like in edge just if i have done anything wrong i have fallen off and start again but i survived don't know my body is not feeling good for sometimes and the urges are hitting constantly but todays day was hard to handle as i said i was at edge but i survived thank god i survived i don't have to start again i don't have to lose 53 days just in sec thank god give me strength

 

Thanks for the support. I appreciate it

Day 1/90
Day 20 of no orgasm