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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Day 55 up and running.
Quick recovery @Toni7
Seems I lost today's exictement in the previous day's.
Finished the challenge, the journey to a better me is still on.
Thanks for the support and motivational posts on the platform.
There so many benefits I have gained since I started the journey.
The ones which are standing out the most.
Are Confidence and Self belief.
That am the one in control not my urges or desires.
It's me who decides what's best for me and I put in the effort to achieve that which I seek to obtain.
Weirdest evening/night ever. I watched something that turned me on (not porn), but didn't touch my self at all, or anything like that. But several hours after this it was like my penis tried to orgasm on his own. I had this weird tingling/numb sensation that brought me closer to orgasme second for second. It was not like I touched myself or rubbed myself against anything, it was all in my penis. I tried to pinch my penis and bite my tongue but that just kind of reset the feeling for some seconds before it came back. I began wondering if I had to relapse to avoid orgasming in my bed and making a mess. I also had to pee all the time and couldn't empty my bladder. I think I peed 5 times in 15 minutes.
Eventually I decided that I just had to place something underneath me in case I was brought to an orgasme in my bed. It had been going on for 1,5 hour and I had to get some sleep. Luckily I didn't relapse!
Stupid of me to get turned on, but I was not aware that my penis could start orgasming on its own, against my will.
day 17 here ;; last day was a horrible day as many awkward things happened first i started procrastinating from few days and last day it was at peak , i also fell in the tricks of brain to watch something intresting on youtube [not porn ] but irealised that i am doing wrong and wanted to block youtube in my pc , so hilarious but when i watched the list of blocked sites there was safe search enabled so my mind started giving me hints that you i should diable it and watch something good [ porn] so i was so worried about all these and got to install a porn blocker in my pc and also left my last night study class and got to install porn blocker ; i finally installed it and got to sleep and the night was also bad as wet dreams was there and it was the first wet dream in last 30 days ;; i woke up late tired and also i am writing this journal ;; if you guys know that how to cope up this situation then please tell as as this was really awkward and i am feeling very sad as i procrastinated too much and then that youtube and then that horrible night
Congrats bro, well done
Day 14. I joined this forum 252 days ago. Of those 252 days, I was 221 days without M’ing to P.
Congratulations! You're an inspiration to us all!
Duuuude bro! Mega effort. Big gratz and you keep us all motivated
Day 87, 2.088 hours of the rest of my life
3 days left
It is hard. I'm trying to tell my brain it is forever, no O without my SO. But my brain is fixated on the finish lien and telling me: Yes We Can!
No I will not!, Never. No surrender, no retreat.
This too shall pass.
Congrats @Pone & @bromor
Well done! Keep it up and thanks for sharing and supporting.
To true. I notice my brain keeps being fixated on sex because I report daily here.
Precisely, onwards! It is not just about PMO
Let me tell you, it can. Had it twice. Many, many orgasms (not complet just seminal fluid) for 20 minutes or so with me trying to stop it by relaxing, clenching etc. Nothing helped until I was totally worn out. SO was there and was, WTF!?! just like me.
Reporting in - day 20
Thanks for all the nice messages! I plan to start my new official streak again tomorrow
In the mean time congrats to Pone! This is truly something to celebrate!
day 59 completed nearly 2 months completed a big achievement for me well slowly slowly my p problem is going hope my other problem also go and just move on from past and start new life again thank you guys for your support your post motivates me we all can beat this
Well done, really well done!
Day 37 no MO
Day 71 no P
This past weekend was tough. Working hard and needed to switch off and get some rest. Seems when the body and mind are tired is the time when it seems the most natural & restful thing in the world to do is PMO.
Thanks to visiting this site regularly and reading the excellent posts, I knew that this was a trick of the mind, but does anyone have tips on what to do if you are tired, need to down tools, and when exercise would just make you more tired?
Basically too tired to do much, but at the same time don't want to fall into the state where PMO seems natural.
Yesterday I watched one of those epic 60's movies and it at least distracted me for a while...
5/90 no PMO & computer games
My brain is very smart
I avoid every trigger I know so it found a way to make me angry on other people and start thinking about how useless nofap is and this time I don't feel again confident (like a last time) so I should give up.
Screw you brain you dopamine addicted junk!