[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

YOU MOTHER!
YOU BASICALLY HAD SEX. How is that a relapse mate?

Did you go for the no P M and O?
Just hope that you are ok and that you aren't too hard on yourself. Be happy with you gf

 

Well said my friend.

 

Day 2/90

 

day 14/90 , never been this far . lets go

 

Day 15/90

Felt very good today, I’m in my first day of the third week, feeling ver motivated and with my eyes opened. Let’s go brothers!

 

Day 3

 

Day 9/90 complete. Maybe I counted days wrong lol...

**I was very depressed yesterday and feeling much better today; time is the greatest healer**

 

Day 85/90

5 more days to go. We’re almost there!

Here’s a tough pill to swallow. Once you accept and apply this truth, your life will never be the same. The fog will start to clear. Initially, it may hurt. It may scare you a bit. Heck, it may even crush your spirits. When you finally come to terms with this truth, you will also feel empowered and have renewed confidence.

Here’s the simple truth. You are where you are today, because of the choices you made in the past. Whether you like your surroundings or not, you brought yourself here with your choices and actions. If you’re not happy with a certain part of your life, simply begin making different choices.

A simple shift from blame to fully taking responsibility for your life. It’s a game changer.

I once felt stuck, like a victim trapped by unpleasant circumstances. Remember, no one is trapping you or holding you hostage. Don’t like where your headed, stop, do a u-turn, and head in a different direction.

P, P Subs, virtual sex, and all other forms of sex outside of real intercourse with a real woman is a false substitute. It will lead you down a road of guilt, shame, and ultimately destruction.

Gotta remind myself everyday that I’m responsible. I decide what kind of person I’m becoming.

Let’s keep pushing forward!

All the Best,
Lamboskovich

 

So Day 9 no M
Day 226 no P

I had a bad breakup yesterday. Got really mad. But I think I have reached the point that I do not turn to PMO to numb my feelings and just faced it. I got all these natural painful feelings of distrust, betrayal and anything related to having feelings for a person that treated you bad for no other apparent reason than that they don't know what they want and just play with you.

I welcome those feelings so I learn for next time. Fuck her and fuck PMO too. There's plenty other better girls.

I came across this video today which is just perfect for my situation:


Have a nice day guys!

 

Day 38/90
Rainy and cold day. Kept looking at the sky through my window and didn't even realise that I felt asleep on my desk untill my mom called me lol.

 

Day 5 completed. Try to stay busy these days.

 

Day 7/90
Day 564 at attempting this challenge
Day 193 weigh training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol and refined sugars

One week in brothers! I'm still here and still trying for this illusive goal of 90 days.

 

Thanks u 4 ur words and wishes,pal!
I'm destined to win my life from this slavery.

 

i don't know why but i am facing urges right know and these are not my thoughts these are real urges ;; when i was studying i started getting urges for a female pornstar ;; my mind started getting thoughts to search her on youtube and look at her content but i will never do that ;; i know that this is the biggest trap ;;; also i closed youtube and will not open it untill the urges goes ;; i have done many mistakes and relapsed as i gave up on these urges in past but this time i will not give up

 

Day 12 checking in. Hey Guys, what's cooking!

Going strong, feeling vital and great about myself..

 

Day 2/90

 

Day 19.
I joined this forum 281 days ago. Of those 281 days, I was 246 days without M’ing to P.

 

Relapsed today.
Day 0

 

3/90. I've started my own recovery journal as well to help me stay even more transparent with myself.

Remember, we only truly fail when we stop trying to quit

 

Hello friends,

I need to check-in with an update.

I need to be Absolutely Honest with you guys, as I have been for the last 85 days.

Last night, I made a poor decision to log in to the Ome.tv video chat website.

I stayed on the site several hours and at one point, and although I didn’t M, I did O.

I clearly defined video chat websites as P-subs in the parameters when I started the challenge.

I believe 84 days is still an outstanding achievement, biggest streak of my life. I’m extremely proud of how far I’ve come. However, to be Honest with myself and all of you whom have journeyed alongside me, I will reset my counter.

No matter how many valid justifications and reasons I can find for going on the video chat app, it doesn’t matter. It was a poor choice in a weak moment.

We will make it to 90 again!

I appreciate you guys.

To Your Success,

Lamboskovich