Relapsed this past weekend after a stressful few days and didn't follow my habits of putting my phone away at 9pm like I need to. 2/90 I'm going to start my own recovery journal to help out more.
YOU MOTHER! YOU BASICALLY HAD SEX. How is that a relapse mate? Did you go for the no P M and O? Just hope that you are ok and that you aren't too hard on yourself. Be happy with you gf
Day 15/90 Felt very good today, I’m in my first day of the third week, feeling ver motivated and with my eyes opened. Let’s go brothers!
Day 9/90 complete. Maybe I counted days wrong lol... **I was very depressed yesterday and feeling much better today; time is the greatest healer**
Day 85/90 5 more days to go. We’re almost there! Here’s a tough pill to swallow. Once you accept and apply this truth, your life will never be the same. The fog will start to clear. Initially, it may hurt. It may scare you a bit. Heck, it may even crush your spirits. When you finally come to terms with this truth, you will also feel empowered and have renewed confidence. Here’s the simple truth. You are where you are today, because of the choices you made in the past. Whether you like your surroundings or not, you brought yourself here with your choices and actions. If you’re not happy with a certain part of your life, simply begin making different choices. A simple shift from blame to fully taking responsibility for your life. It’s a game changer. I once felt stuck, like a victim trapped by unpleasant circumstances. Remember, no one is trapping you or holding you hostage. Don’t like where your headed, stop, do a u-turn, and head in a different direction. P, P Subs, virtual sex, and all other forms of sex outside of real intercourse with a real woman is a false substitute. It will lead you down a road of guilt, shame, and ultimately destruction. Gotta remind myself everyday that I’m responsible. I decide what kind of person I’m becoming. Let’s keep pushing forward! All the Best, Lamboskovich
So Day 9 no M Day 226 no P I had a bad breakup yesterday. Got really mad. But I think I have reached the point that I do not turn to PMO to numb my feelings and just faced it. I got all these natural painful feelings of distrust, betrayal and anything related to having feelings for a person that treated you bad for no other apparent reason than that they don't know what they want and just play with you. I welcome those feelings so I learn for next time. Fuck her and fuck PMO too. There's plenty other better girls. I came across this video today which is just perfect for my situation: Have a nice day guys!
Day 38/90 Rainy and cold day. Kept looking at the sky through my window and didn't even realise that I felt asleep on my desk untill my mom called me lol.
Day 7/90 Day 564 at attempting this challenge Day 193 weigh training (M, W, F) Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol and refined sugars One week in brothers! I'm still here and still trying for this illusive goal of 90 days.
i don't know why but i am facing urges right know and these are not my thoughts these are real urges ;; when i was studying i started getting urges for a female pornstar ;; my mind started getting thoughts to search her on youtube and look at her content but i will never do that ;; i know that this is the biggest trap ;;; also i closed youtube and will not open it untill the urges goes ;; i have done many mistakes and relapsed as i gave up on these urges in past but this time i will not give up
3/90. I've started my own recovery journal as well to help me stay even more transparent with myself. Remember, we only truly fail when we stop trying to quit
