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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
3/90. I've started my own recovery journal as well to help me stay even more transparent with myself.
Remember, we only truly fail when we stop trying to quit
I need to check-in with an update.
I need to be Absolutely Honest with you guys, as I have been for the last 85 days.
Last night, I made a poor decision to log in to the Ome.tv video chat website.
I stayed on the site several hours and at one point, and although I didn’t M, I did O.
I clearly defined video chat websites as P-subs in the parameters when I started the challenge.
I believe 84 days is still an outstanding achievement, biggest streak of my life. I’m extremely proud of how far I’ve come. However, to be Honest with myself and all of you whom have journeyed alongside me, I will reset my counter.
No matter how many valid justifications and reasons I can find for going on the video chat app, it doesn’t matter. It was a poor choice in a weak moment.
We will make it to 90 again!
I appreciate you guys.
To Your Success,
Day 45| 50% complete.
it's day 7 ;; and it will be completed in 2 hours ;; i am really procrastinating so much and running from my studies ;; infact i want to study but i don't know why , i avoid all the things and procrastinate ;; also due to this i am not performing well in my classes and this time when i am writing this message , i am procrastinating ,, my mind always gave excuses and do not confront ;; i accept that i gets many barriers b/w me any my studies but i can also overcome them easily and i don't ;; instead of fighting those i gives up and use them as a excuse ;; i want to change my mindset to this and i will
Just about to go to sleep. I had a short breakdown tonight, felt depressed, stressed out at work and usally PMO to handle those things. But had no urges, nothing. Took some fresh air and talked to someone close to me and now I feel so much stronger. Day 4/90 completed!
Came so close to relapsing I cant believe I actually did not "finish" so to speak. This is strengthening even though these last few days has shown what are and where my triggers lie. Dating apps and sexchat. I need to have a time limit on social media: becomes like a vacuum for me.
I hear you man, can definitely relate. I used to use dating apps as well and stopped for that very reason. I personally felt like it was more of hindrance and something I saw as a crutch. It works for some people, my older brother met his wife on a dating site and they have been happily married for 15 years. For me, I decided not to use them and don’t think they’re beneficial.
I think real human interaction is optimal for growth and meeting those instinctual needs and desires we all have.
I had to cut out the Instagram explore/search feed as well. I still allow myself to get sucked into YouTube as a means of procrastination. Its a real challenge with phones/technology being so easily accessible..
Can someone help and tell me how to reset my counter?
For sure, YT is procrastination "porn" and a guilty pleasure of mine aswell.
Dating apps are just not worthwhile for guys these days. Time-wasting and if "lucky" seems to turn you into commitment-phobic rather then truly confident in yourself and your ability. The attention span for modern women is all time low, male attention is unappreciated unless you are alpha chad with zero fuxx given. Sometimes I wish I was that guy but not being him has it's advantages too, for sure. I just need to rediscover what they are, sooner then later.
i am on day 16/90, saw some you tube posts about NoFap to distract the urge in the morning..
Today was a good day, feeling better now. Let’s go brothers!
Had a wet dream while masturbating. On waking up, I relapsed.
Hey man! here's the link to reset the counter:
I donot believe I am living the noFap lifestyle. Coz I have not done anything today to better myself. No meditation, no workout, no learning, nothing. Anyway I didn't look at P or PMO'd today, so thats a plus. But from experience of my best streak (160 days without PMO) I can tell it means absolutely nothing unless I actively do something to better my life.
So thats that, folks!!!!