Thank you for the reply man, I really appreciate it. My mother is ok, she can take care of herself. There is no need for me to stay forever lol. I'm 24 and my brother is 18. It's extremelly hard for me to get through to him by words. He turns every argument against you and he usually tries to lie and persuade as well. His mere presence is offending and humiliating for me, because he literally believes that I am a retarded piece of shit that has no friends lol, and he thinks of himself as "better". Very arrogant. I think the best bet is to explain boundaries and rules and refrain from contact. I honestly have to start thinking to live by myself, it's not going to happen anytime soon probably, because I need to be well prepared financially etc. But I need to get away from them. I am very able to make friends that are caring and positive. For now I also want to try quit the addiction, to attract more positive things to my life. Maybe my life can still change while I am here. That is what I hope. All the best to you and much success!