CrimsnBlade
Fapstronaut
Day 3
Ooops you're right! Will post in the correct placeI think you posted this in wrong thread -> you probably aimed for october deathmatch challenge![]()
Be strong man! You reached 160 days, you know what to do because you already done. Just keep the good fight and pray to th Holy Siprit to guide you on the right path, even if you cannot see this path.I have been earlier on NoFap. Biggest streak was 160 days. after that I edged to porn on YouTube lollypop.
Now it is tough for me to continue my streak. I am on day zero. Hope I will not relapse today. Will comeback tomorrow on this thread. I am severely addicted to porn. When I close my eyes nudes come in my mind. I am depressed . What I was earlier three month ago- an intelligent, charming boy. Now I miss those days badly. Please God help me. I think problem currently is excess mobile data and the greed to use it completely. Also sometimes tension, frustration add to the cause of relapse.i am tired . I want to break the cycle. I want to be Fapstronaut for always. Please pray for me. I pray to God no one get stuck in this bloody porn addiction. This is the world's worst thing ever can happen to anyone. This can make you living dead body. My communication skill has gone to the worst level. Nofap makes one 5to10 times better than what they are currently. I have experienced this 3-4 months ago. It seems that that soul has died! I am frustrated with my self. Hope will overcome this on day by day basis.
Thanks for reading.
Praying for you mate.I have been earlier on NoFap. Biggest streak was 160 days. after that I edged to porn on YouTube lollypop.
Now it is tough for me to continue my streak. I am on day zero. Hope I will not relapse today. Will comeback tomorrow on this thread. I am severely addicted to porn. When I close my eyes nudes come in my mind. I am depressed . What I was earlier three month ago- an intelligent, charming boy. Now I miss those days badly. Please God help me. I think problem currently is excess mobile data and the greed to use it completely. Also sometimes tension, frustration add to the cause of relapse.i am tired . I want to break the cycle. I want to be Fapstronaut for always. Please pray for me. I pray to God no one get stuck in this bloody porn addiction. This is the world's worst thing ever can happen to anyone. This can make you living dead body. My communication skill has gone to the worst level. Nofap makes one 5to10 times better than what they are currently. I have experienced this 3-4 months ago. It seems that that soul has died! I am frustrated with my self. Hope will overcome this on day by day basis.
Thanks for reading.
Thanks.Praying for you mate.
Keep coming back daily. You'll get back on the path.
Thanks buddy for motivating. When I first came across with NoFap challenge, I said to myself ' now or never. It's do or die situation for me.' That's how I was able to go up to 160 days. But currently, that 'now or never' kind of feeling not coming to me. Thats the problem. After 160 days streak , my streaks were 6 days, 7 days, 15 days, 20 days, 1 day. My main problem during the relapse were- anxiety, edging, frustration. When urges come, my mind says ' let's do fapping. No fapping will restart from next day. One day of fapping will not harm me' . That's where most of us get caught. I have tried to avoid urges e.g. doing siddhasana , meditation. But the urge flow came after some time. There brain says wtf this nofap is! And once we are done with masturbation, we say ' so bad I am. My whole streak went away !.' the guilt overcasts us. This is my story, may be happening with many of us.Be strong man! You reached 160 days, you know what to do because you already done. Just keep the good fight and pray to th Holy Siprit to guide you on the right path, even if you cannot see this path.