[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

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Day 0

Damnit - edged and ended it with M. Back on the path now. Getting tired of letting myself do this when I have previously comitted.
Don't let my behavior discourage you guys! Im gonna be fine :)

Have a great weekend!

Just get back up and keep moving forward brother. An edge and a little m isn't to bad in the bigger picture. A full blown relapse however would set one back. So good on you for just resetting.
 
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Day 0/90
Longest streak - 28
Last streak - 11
Total PMO - 90
Total P - 28
Total hours remaining - 720
Days remaining - 30
Challenges completed - 2
3 DAYS -✓
7 DAYS -✓
14 DAYS -
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30 DAYS -
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90 DAYS -
365 DAYS -

"It will take more than head games to stop me. You may have invaded my mind and my body... but there's one thing a Saiyan always keeps: his pride!"
- VEGETA.

Rules- 1. Watching porn even for a second count as a relapse.
2. If you relapsed or binged you will reset your counter and start from 3 day challenge.
3. You have to meditate twice a day but one in afternoon and one before sleeping.
4. Removing the pornblocker or trying to do it count as a relapse.


I just relapsed I was in serious chaser effect I was unable to get off from it. So it happen after I did some edging. So no more edging. I am proud to go 11 days without porn.

Hey Brah, keep on this path - and you are wise to set yourself these strict rules because you understand about the addiction and how it can creep in.
 
I think it's DAY 6

- Currently maintining my abstinence. Strong willed to quit.
- Trying to maintain my lifestyle. (running/exercise, do visualization, write/journal/autoanalysis/self-talk)
- Trying to simplify the things I do to quit the addiction.
- Recently I talked with my Psicologist and the current task is to simplify my methods and exercises to quit.
- I had too many notebooks for different things, and a lot of stuff lying around that I just had to discard.
And a very unorganized clothes-closet.
- Trying to maintain my optimism throughout the outbreak and as I said, keep my lifestyle as much as possible.

But now more than ever, I should quit the addiction, because there might come a time, where I will need my new self.

I also have to say, that when I have a craving for PMO, it feels to me as if it is like I would go to a place,
where I have everything, like all the love, the relationship I always wanted, peace, satisfaction and so on...
And my brain tells me, that it would make my day better, because otherwise I will go down a rabbit hole of suffering and anxiety,
but the truth is, I am coming out of the rabbit whole through the suffering and through the anxiety! :-)

All the best and keep winning!
 
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