[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

TITLE - MAGGOT
Day 2/90
Longest streak - 28
Last streak - 7
Total PMO - 141
Total P - 30
Total hours remaining - 2121
Days remaining - 88
Challenges completed - 0
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Rules- 1. If you search for nude women or watch sex scene or softcore porn you will -5 days from your streak or reset if you're streak is less than 5 days.
2. Doing PMO or MO or PM or M or P once will count as a relapse and you have to reset your counter to 0.
3. Your are not allowed to use mobile while alone.
4. Removing the pornblocker or trying to do it count as a relapse and then you will -2 days from your streak or 0 unless necessary.

" The only thing that going to make you relapse is your decision to watch porn."

- Valier


Report. On scale from 1 to 10. Points.
1. How depressed you feel? 4
2. How horny you feel? 5
3. How likely you want to relapse? 4
4. How much you crave for porn? 4
5. How much good you feel today? 6
6. How much sad you feel today? 5
7. Can you achieve your goal of nofap? 10

 

Day 44

 

Day 6/90.

urge starts to hit, my body is all feel hot, but I do not obey the urge. it feels excruciating

 

Day 6/90. Feeling decent today. Knock on wood, but the daily postings have helped me stay accountable and keep my mind from urges. Have been getting good sleep, exercising, and socializing almost everyday. Can really tell a difference when I do that!

 

Day 1 completed
No workout today only rest day
Tomorrow is gonna be chest day.
Day 1/90

 

Day 9 - 31/10/20 - 10:00pm

Bad start, woke up late but had a great day overall, was a high output day. Urges occurred in the morning which is good, they are meant to happen.

 

First comment, will copy parts of Valier's journal. Thanks for the inspiration!

Day 0/90
Report. On scale from 1 to 10. Points.
1. How depressed you feel? 6
2. How horny you feel? 2
3. How likely you want to relapse? 2
4. How much you crave for porn? 2
5. How much good you feel today? 5
6. How much sad you feel today? 5
7. Can you achieve your goal of nofap? 10

 

day 0

 

22/90

 

Day 12/90 done laziness setting in the worst enemy of this chally

 

Relapsed, Day 0

 

34/90

 

Congrats dude. You made it. Good luck

 

Day 3

 

Thanks @Tony Corleone

 

Thanks for the link, that's there youtube channel. Everyone should check it out

https://www.youtube.com/c/FightTheNewDrug

 

Day 81

 

Day 72 / 90...
Where do I wanna be with this? To the point that I stop counting...

Because that will mean that my recovery will have become a way of life.

And the thing is, it's up to me as to when that is. There won't automatically be a day, 100/365/500 days down the line, where I suddenly think "Now I will stop counting".

But after working on myself, my problems, my life, my relationships, my career, my spirituality... All these things, steadfastly and consistently.... Only then will I will go my first complete day without checking a day counter.

Because the day would speak for itself. I have completely put this stuff behind me now. It still leaves today, every day to get through and succeed at, in the absence of these supranormal stimuli.

I cannot anymore coast along, letting number of days and the attached false pride, allow to be my yardstick.

Instead I will live for today, and allow my emotions and intuition to tell me how I'm doing.

I understand where I have come from with this, and the miracle of having had this disease arrested from me. That was only the first step, the real work and change is yet to happen.

 

Oct 31, Halloween post:
Day 33/90 no PMO
Day 3 no FB video scrolling (often has porn subs)
Day 645 attempting this challenge
Global Counter 95% (no PMO) since joining
Day 228 weight training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol and sweets