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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
18/90. Some morning urges. But I didn't edge.
39 days in
Always keep your Warrior Spirit.
DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE GIVING UP THE FIGHT ?
Yeah, I'd rather be a lover than a fighter (fighter)
'Cause all my life, I've been fighting
Never felt a feeling of comfort, oh
And all this time, I've been hiding
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long (Marshmallow - silence)
Never. Stop. Fighting.
Inside all of us is a will to fight. If you lose that will, you have lost the fight for your life.
Actually it is the wisest to run from these thoughts and temptations, but because you run dosen‘t make you a coward.
You wanna be tough, better do what you can, so beat it, but you wanna be bad
Just beat it
(Michael Jackson - Beat it)
Run from the temptations, but keep the Spirit of a Warrior inside you burning.
A priest once gave me this advice:
He said “Do you know what the only medicine against this (PM) is ?” - I say “No.”
“If you fall, get back up.”
Followed this advice and I slowly improved. Couldn’t make 30+ days.
dig out something then bro, you cant remain in this state of mind for your entire life.
Wow, haven’t been on this thread in a month or two. Lost a lot of momentum. It’s not that I stopped wanting it, but I stopped putting in the effort as much. I’m starting to realize how important it is to keep posting on here. It’s near impossible to motivate yourself without supports like this. Or even just an achievable goal like this.
Keep up the fight, y’all!
Day 5 for me.
Day 16 - 9:05om - 7/11/20
Woke up late, this is the theme of my whole week. Because of waking up late I have started work late each day and conducted the day with less quality as a result. The late starts cause less time for exercise and a rushed approach to my trading which hinders progress. My focus going into next week is getting up on time which will cause all the other dominoes to fall in my favor. I get enough high quality sleep anyway so it is just pure lack of discipline and laziness when I stay in bed. Urges were very strong in the morning which is good, gives me something to overcome. This period of time between now and 30 days is where I have reset in the past, I am better equipped this time due to daily journal here and NoFap videos and stories that I watch morning and night, 10 mins each.
Day 40/90 no PMO
Day 40 no key word searches for P or P-subs
Day 651 attempting this challenge
Global Counter 95% success since joining
Day 231 weight training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol and sweets,
FB video feed (due to porn subs)
Hope this helps, I noticed my discipline goes really down Everytime I relapsed, I would exprience alot of resistance and drag to wake-up early and had lost my drive to do any activity. But after 30days of NoFap my drive and discipline started recovering.
So instead of getting frustrated, just be patient with yourself. Give it time after enough days you will get all that discipline back.
reporting for day1
I just masturbated last night . Feeling really shitty about myself . Really am worried about my future sex life . what should I do? how to overcome the anxiety
great, will report back after 30 days, thanks.