Damn it, couldn't withstand my urges. I had to M. Guess, I've tripped over. But I ain't gonna give up. back to square one in the M . BUT FINISHED 50 DAYS WITHOUT THE "P".
Wish me luck guys, are there any medical professionals with whom I could discuss few concerns I have? Help me to get in contact with a doc guys.
I get it but I regret now. I had to do the M. Feeling so bad now. On the plus side today is my 50th day on quitting the P. hopefully for eternity I wish. All I want is to put M on the list too. All these things about peyronie's , premature ejaculation is haunting me everyday. I really need some advices.
Day 5,6&7/90 Missed updating the thread, been sleeping early before 11 pm. Making changes in the routine and it helps in the overall mood. So far so good, have a long way to go.
Day 10/90. Reached those double digits. Today I'm going to try to finish my trip report to Algeria. Also, really liked this video yesterday.
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Excellent recap. Those are 342 days that contributed to a better life for you and those around you. Whether or not they knew the reason why, they did know they were dealing with a better version or you. And from them, your life became a better place to live. Stay strong!
This is from another member. I find this very helpful and try to read it daily to affirm my commitment to staying PMO-free. Thought I would share it here. Negative effects of PM on my life GUILT. Every time a PM “session” ended, an almost unconscious guilt invaded me, which I only surpassed by convincing myself that M was something normal in animal and human biology. But deep down inside I realized that it was something that dominated me, a vice. LIE. It was necessary to hide my private sessions from everyone else… a gigantic effort to hide everything. And a horrible feeling, because I had something in my life that I could tell no one for being very embarrassing. DEMOTIVATION. After each session and for a while, I did not want to do anything. I didn't have enough drive to get the job done or the initiative to start new projects. My inner strength was devastated. LOW ESTEEM. It occurs naturally when you cannot exceed PM even by proposing it. You fool yourself by saying that it is not a problem, but unconsciously you know that it is. And then, when you realize that you can't, your self-esteem weakens. This ends in insecurity, lack of confidence in your own abilities, social isolation ... RESENTMENT. I thought I was turning to PM because my sexual activity with my wife was insufficient and unsatisfactory. Without realizing it, I blamed her for not having more frequency in our intimate encounters, or for not being as "creative and spectacular" as those I saw in P. I was filled with anger and resentment with her, and many times I was sparing and tried to avoid her so as not to have to reveal the cause of my anger ... at most it said that I was tired. DECONCENTRATION. In the moments when I was alone, my desire for PM was so intense that I couldn't think of anything else. My heart was racing, my breathing changed, my mind became dull ... just like an addict. Furthermore, when I knew that I was going to be alone, the same thing happened to me. My PM sessions could last for hours ... And after the PM session, I was so exhausted and my mind so overstimulated that I didn't have much strength left ... I had to try twice as hard to get half of it. DISSATISFACTION. Nothing could compete with PM, the emotion was so strong, the super stimulation of both P and M was so much that nothing else could reach the level of pleasure that I felt. So when I wasn't doing it, everything else just wasn't satisfying. I enjoyed intimate couple relationships, but they were shorter and with less stimulation. The other satisfactions of life (duty accomplished, family affection, helping others) were there, but not the intensity of PM. Therefore, most of the time I was dissatisfied.
So day 12. A piece of cake boys! Gonna be busy all day tomorrow, so see you either on Sunday evening or monday. I hope you boys can behave without my restless spirit watching over you
Day 45. Well, I'm halfway there on my quest to kill PIED forever. What a nasty disease. Overall, the quality of my erections have improved so far, although I don't know what will they be like when I'm with another person. I have doubts, but can't do anything other than hope for the best. This is the paper I write my days on. Just looking at it makes me want to stick with the challenge and not look at any P or touch myself at all. The best tool for staying true to the programme, in my opinion.
Day 6. I'm back to being unmotivated and sluggish. Hopefully extended removal of PMO will bring me back to life.
