[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 2

Stay Strong and be Positive!

 

Day 52/90.

Gee that sounds like a horrible feeling.

Journalling? Talking with other married blokes (Christians?) and counsellor? What's the process for you to help deal with this stuff?

 

Day 5. Last night I slept well but woke up early. I guess that's the extra energy kicking in. It feels great. Time to drink some coffee, meditate for a bit and then get to work. I'm feeling optimistic!

 

Day 20 done

 

Day 12/90!

I think im gaining more control on this slowly.

 

Guys I have to reset - slipped just shy of 24 days. I feel disappointed in myself, but I know I have to get right back into the challenge.

One thing I've learned over my last couple relapses is if I don't stop right away I'll just fall right back into that awful self-reinforcing cycle, which will only get worse. At least I know that much, and am not trying to fool myself about how the addiction takes hold of me anymore.

Anyway, I'm sorry everyone, I failed again. But I'm not going to stop fighting. I will not give in. Day 0.

 

Day 16/90! Slow and Steady!

 

Somehow starting day 10, this morning was tough but getting out of my bedroom worked!

 

Day 2 - I got through one day, now for the next.

 

Day 2/90. First time I've gotten to 2 days in a week.

 

Day 10&11/90
An important milestone just crossed. Eight more '10's left to complete.
Day by day inching towards the goal.

 

day 8 done - high off life

 

This is day 65 of not doing PM.
This is day 2 of not looking at any P-subs.

I joined this forum 396 days ago. Of those 396 days, I spend 355 days without doing PMO.

 

Day 51. Wet dream last night which makes the next few days harder usually. Must stay vigilant. One day at a time.

 

Day 76

 

Day 7

 

Alright, I am logging in days 3 & 4. I was spending a lot of time with friends these last two days. I also started making money through DoorDash which has been super cool. Making sure I am fervent in my Bible study and time spent with God as well.

 

I'm now in day 3
I've been trying to study, learning guitar chords, working out, learning about the body muscles, and so far it was good it helps me busy from doing this addiction. Stay strong l!

 

Day 65/90 no PMO
Day 0 no porn subs (deactivated my FB account to help)
Day 676 attempting this challenge
Global Counter 95% success since joining
Day 242 weight training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol, and sweets