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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
I’m back. It’s day 5ish.
Yesterday got really difficult on the evening and I fought back. Urges hit me like 3 times and I kept going. I heard a quote which was
"if you are in hell, you just keep going". That motivated me to continue fighting yesterday.
Have a good one guys!
Thanks my dude! I think bringing it here helped break the draw.
Day 6/90. Yesterday was unproductive but I enjoyed my day and I'm just going to be grateful I'm sober.
Take ownership of your own thoughts. Dont say how " your " thoughts go back to porn, say "my" thoughts go back to porn.Avoiding 'I' and 'me' statements and substituting "you" and "your" is a subtle way of avoiding responsibility. Find out why your thoughts go how they do. Are you doing everything in your power to stay on track or just lazily coasting along doing only what you think is enough. Half measures wont do it. Take ownership of your words,thoughts and actions. If others can do it so can you.
I was watching some anime that I really like, pretty safe, usually nothing suggestive, but suddenly I came across something very mildly suggestive, but enough to drive my dopamine up to a challenging place. I like this series a lot, and I stubbornly tried to keep watching, but I couldn’t shake that amped up feeling. After several minutes, I closed out. It’s 25 minutes later, and I’ve been doing laundry and just breathing, but the buzz isn’t quite gone. I’m sad that I’m going to have to think of that show as a P substitute, but I really want to get to a new place. So even though I didn’t MO, I’m calling it a relapse. This is my day one. But I feel good learning more about what is going to be healthy living, for me.
There's a completion to this challenge but no end of the journey but the grave. This addiction isnt "cured" no matter how long you abstain.Stay on the path one day at a time.
My daughter has been with me the last couple days and I forgot to check in. I'm still pmo free but am back on kik looking for ideally some casual sex or even sexual chat. I'll get off of that too. Ive heard to be truly free of this lust addiction I need to deal with lust in all its forms. Right now though I'm glad to be away from the porn and obsessive masturbation. I've had urges to view porn but fortunately they have been pretty mild. I appreciate those who post their struggles and their triumphs on here . It reminds me I'm not alone . I've also liked alot of the videos. Thanks all. One day at a time.
So I finished 1/6th of the target. Still a long way to go. Urges have started to build up and it has become an issue. Have to stay real strong. Hope I don't go back.
and let no man or me stop me from quitting now matter how much I fail this time
I'm on day 3 so far. A little late but yeah here I am.
Working on Day 4 - beginning to already feel flatline.
You know, your right i never even notice it before, i just go along without even doing all i can give.
Completed day 2, now in day 3 , staying strong looking forward to all of your results and process, we can do this!
Day 2/90( day 3 in progress)
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Day 69/90 no PMO
Day 3 no porn subs
Day 681 attempting this challenge
Global Counter 95% success since joining
Day 243 weight training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol, and sweets, Facebook
Is there a significance that it's day "69" (LoL) and I felt urges at 4 am? Not caving to them though. This is it, I will make it 90 ... one day at a time for the next 21 days. . Thanks for the support fellas. <3