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  1. Day 4
    Day 4 No Caffeine, Cacao, Sugar, black tea, Pepper
    Day 4 No privacy
  2. bromor

    bromor Fapstronaut

    Day 21 - I like that number!

    I see less and less people every day between my posts - sad to see, but let that be motivation for all you still here! This is hard but you are strong! Stick with it!
    Puretim, Vendidad, Pone and 4 others like this.
  3. Nekkhamma

    Nekkhamma Fapstronaut

    37 days done...keep going
    Vendidad, Pone, bromor and 4 others like this.
  4. Black jack

    Black jack Fapstronaut

    Hello everyone Updating after a long time it’s been hard to handle stuff but somehow managed inching towards 3rd month of my streak hope everything will went well i saw a triggering thing today and for 5 min i lost control but thank god i managed and just close that thing and updating here all the best guys for your fight
    Vendidad, Pone, bromor and 3 others like this.
  5. HealthierLife86

    HealthierLife86 Fapstronaut

    Day 17, 18 and 19 done team.
    Vendidad, Pone, bromor and 3 others like this.
  6. Day 18/90

    A little foggy and had some urges, but I’m feeling pretty good.
    Puretim, Vendidad, Pone and 5 others like this.
  7. Brahmacharya_UK

    Brahmacharya_UK Fapstronaut

    Yesterday was a BIIIIG relapse, so today is my first day aiming to be clean.
    I have written a new word document entitled "AGP Management Plan" which are 3 columns listed below.

    My main difference is that I have put some "MO" behaviours in the Amber section... I aim to go for complete sobriety for 90 days, if that is not possible, I have allowed myself a get-out, only as long as I don't look at P. The idea being that I disassociate P from MO activity. I will reassess this as time goes by.

    I am accepting that I will never be cured of AGP - it is part and parcel of who I am - but I am starting on the journey towards 90 days so I can reacquaint myself with the strategies and tactics of managing it.

    I have also decided that it is not feasible for me to work as much as I have done, so instead of working two 14 hour days in a row... I will work 1 14 hour day, and then an early shift so that I can at least have some time to rest, relax and recuperate between shifts.

    I may write a separate section about AGP, how it has affected me, my thoughts and feelings around it and my journey to manage it... Now I know what it is I am dealing with.

    Today I am particularly vulnerable to follow up acting out, because my Frontal Lobes have become regressed, and I didn't sleep well.
    I'm off for a walk now to clear my head, then I'll have a wash when I get back.
    I will then implement more P Blockers on my PC - this devil is still inside of me, let god's light expose him and vanquish his imaginary power over me.

    I keep trying to add more to this list, but for now I must stop - perfectionism is another of my enemies...

    GREEN Behaviours - Creating
    Learn & Practice Self Control, Emotional Regulation
    Being Honest
    Doing Todo’s
    Learning Python / GIT
    Programming Python / Pod
    Going for a Walk
    Having a Wash
    Reading AA Book
    Speaking to Addicts
    Helping Addicts
    Eating Healthily
    Taking Vitamins

    AMBER Behaviours - Consuming
    Viewing TAS / Games on Youtube
    Being Dishonest
    AGP w/o P (MO)
    Buying AGP Props

    RED Behaviours
    AGP w/ P
    Vendidad, Pone, bromor and 3 others like this.
  8. dandausa

    dandausa Fapstronaut

  9. OneSlipMan

    OneSlipMan Fapstronaut

    Day 34/90!

    I am on my best streak since early 2020!

    Btw I think im on a flatline right now. I have like really little desire towards

    women. Is that okay to feel this way?

    I wonder what you guys know about this or did you have similar feelings?
    Last edited: Jan 19, 2021
    Puretim, dandausa, Vendidad and 6 others like this.
  10. Just_me123

    Just_me123 Fapstronaut

    Day 02,
    A tip for you all, its a lot easier to do if you cut easy accses to porn: install some kind of siteblocker, or if you wotch it in incognito mode, get rid of incognito (it can be done trust me)
    Puretim, dandausa, Vendidad and 3 others like this.
  11. Nekkhamma

    Nekkhamma Fapstronaut

    Don’t worry, it’s all good, it’ll change.
    OneSlipMan, Puretim, dandausa and 5 others like this.
  12. Mal oon

    Mal oon Fapstronaut

    Day 15 ✔.
    Very burdensome days...
    Puretim, dandausa, Vendidad and 4 others like this.
  13. Srisurya

    Srisurya Fapstronaut

  14. Alex Reboot

    Alex Reboot Fapstronaut

  15. Justin Etu

    Justin Etu Fapstronaut

    Day 32! Really want to make it to 90 days and beyond. Been having less and less lustful thoughts as the days progress. Loving the person I'm becoming. Let's keep going y'all!
  16. Ed74

    Ed74 Fapstronaut

    I slipped....again. but I'm back.....again. day 0
    Puretim, dandausa, Vendidad and 4 others like this.
  17. Blaze21

    Blaze21 Fapstronaut

    Day 21/90 feeling good!
    Srisurya, dandausa, Ed74 and 5 others like this.
  18. lookingtochange

    lookingtochange Fapstronaut

    I went off both caffeine and alcohol for a really long time to help my anxiety, and I really felt pretty good after a while. If you're trying to stay off caffeine, I think it'll really help you!
    Puretim, dandausa, Ed74 and 4 others like this.
  19. lookingtochange

    lookingtochange Fapstronaut

    I've been struggling, too, but we're still here. Don't get overwhelmed by defeating this addiction in one day. Take one little bit by one little bit.
    chiyu, dandausa, Ed74 and 4 others like this.

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