Day 67/90. Good day yesterday. Went with a female friend of mine to visit another female friend. It was nice, no lust moments throughout. I was pretty aware. I had checked in with a couple recovery buddies that I was going to hang out with them just to make sure I was accountable. Went great. Just got to bed really late because of it. Let's go. One more day.
Dude I've been rooting for you. You followed right behind me the whole way to 90, and now you're just two days from achieving your goal! Right on buddy.
Day 18 Since I’m living alone now I feel kinda lonely which makes it more challenging to not fall back to old habits. That’s why I started doing more workouts now and meeting friends.
Day 68/90. Man, after a great day. Rough day. Just thinking lustfully in the evening. Just thoughts of wanting to cuddle with one of my female friends... Blargh. I think it relates to lack of sleep and anxiety. I start to want to cover my anxiety/tiredness over with the wrong thing. Lust. But didn't act out, praise God. One more day. Called a couple recovery buddies to let them know I was having these thoughts this morning and I'm doing a bit better.
