[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 3!!!!

 

Day 1

 

Question: what challenge do people that have completed this one usually go to?

 

day 3

 

Day 0

 

17/90, another tough day: I don't feel like giving to the urges, but I feel like a relapse is just around the corner...
Got to keep fighting!

 

0/90

 

Thank you for all the information and all you said. I haven't watched porn for over a year at least or maybe 8/9 months. The point is it's longer than I remember.

I broke it yesterday anyway at night just to release.

The thing is with me I really want a partner to love someone and love me back. I had one girl the I met last summer and I felt a lot for her and only wanted the best for her and basically I loved her. Then we had some problems between her family and it caused problems between us and we were not able to resolve it. I lost my virginity to that girl and I told her that I only wanted to have sex with the person that i was going to be with forever and it felt like that meant nothing to her.
She was not a virign and said she had sex with 6 people already and I also told myself that I didn't want to have sex with someone who's not a virgin but I accepted her and in the end she still left anyway.

I have tried to stop masturbation for different reasons such as not feeling deserving of pleasure and now I feel like the reason is more to just to try to not feel like I need someone. And I wanted to not masturbate because I also want my future partner to not masturbate. That I would only get my pleasure from her and she would get hers from me. But I don't have a partner.

Anyway. Idk my whole point here, but I don't excessively masturbate. Only once every few days (before I started my streak) and it's to remove the feeling of needing a partner.

 

day 44

 

41/90

 

10/90 !

I'm going trought PMO mode, but still searching for sexual partners, or like "searching for a girl" on social media... and I don't think this is "healthy".

Hoy are you guys dealing with that?
And you guys that completed 90/90, how you dealed with?

 

Day 37/90

 

Day 0

 

Hi all. I am resetting my counter to start at 0. I was on 80-odd days but need to start a fresh 90. Edging is the bad habit I need to control and no edging (consciously searching for images etc) is a good start to do 90 days. Be true to myself.
Strategies:
- I have deleted Instagram as a starting point.
- No Social Media
- Other activities? I have a stack of business books to get through. Plus golf practice- key goals to achieve here. I have also joined a charity organisation to start volunteering. Time to keep busy!

 

Day 10

 

On day 4, starting to get a little blue balls which is a bit of an inconvenience

Got a walking date this evening though with a cutie... the other girl I was chatting to suddenly went quiet, will follow up another time. Good luck all.

 

Day 4

 

Today is day 30/90. Last night my wife put on a show that I was a little concerned about and as expected there was a racy scene at the end of the first episode. I looked away but it still got to me a bit.

I feel like if she sees me look away it could bring up a conversation that I’m not really ready to have. How can I get her to not request that show again? I can already feel the lust in me wanting her to continue to watch it but I know in my brain that it’s a bad idea.

She knows I struggle with porn but I think she prefers thinking I am already more “past it” than I actually am.

 

That is some great advice right there. Thanks for sharing.

 

Day 18/90