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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
New member, first challenge! It’s time to do this! Wish me luck...
Question: what challenge do people that have completed this one usually go to?
17/90, another tough day: I don't feel like giving to the urges, but I feel like a relapse is just around the corner...
Got to keep fighting!
Thank you for all the information and all you said. I haven't watched porn for over a year at least or maybe 8/9 months. The point is it's longer than I remember.
I broke it yesterday anyway at night just to release.
The thing is with me I really want a partner to love someone and love me back. I had one girl the I met last summer and I felt a lot for her and only wanted the best for her and basically I loved her. Then we had some problems between her family and it caused problems between us and we were not able to resolve it. I lost my virginity to that girl and I told her that I only wanted to have sex with the person that i was going to be with forever and it felt like that meant nothing to her.
She was not a virign and said she had sex with 6 people already and I also told myself that I didn't want to have sex with someone who's not a virgin but I accepted her and in the end she still left anyway.
I have tried to stop masturbation for different reasons such as not feeling deserving of pleasure and now I feel like the reason is more to just to try to not feel like I need someone. And I wanted to not masturbate because I also want my future partner to not masturbate. That I would only get my pleasure from her and she would get hers from me. But I don't have a partner.
Anyway. Idk my whole point here, but I don't excessively masturbate. Only once every few days (before I started my streak) and it's to remove the feeling of needing a partner.
I'm going trought PMO mode, but still searching for sexual partners, or like "searching for a girl" on social media... and I don't think this is "healthy".
Hoy are you guys dealing with that?
And you guys that completed 90/90, how you dealed with?
Road to genuine myself
Hi all. I am resetting my counter to start at 0. I was on 80-odd days but need to start a fresh 90. Edging is the bad habit I need to control and no edging (consciously searching for images etc) is a good start to do 90 days. Be true to myself.
- I have deleted Instagram as a starting point.
- No Social Media
- Other activities? I have a stack of business books to get through. Plus golf practice- key goals to achieve here. I have also joined a charity organisation to start volunteering. Time to keep busy!