I also used to download games like this. It's the worst because it's time consuming, and let's not lie, It's adrenaline inducing if it feels like were gaming for a release. I'ts really tough but like PMO, you just gotta learn from your own experiences and use them to push through this journey. I'm currently on day 47/90 and I already do not feel controlled by my urges to give in to my fantasies or download these type of games. You'll thank yourself for holding on in the times where you desperately need to relapse, you got this bro.