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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Checking in day 2
I relapsed im starting again from today 0 /90
@OMINI MAN Yes, sometimes during sex only, when I have some trouble finishing I help myself with my hand at the end. No porn of course and not doing that outside of sex, but I still want to eliminate it and be able to finish every time without helping myself. So I reset That's what it is
1/90. Finally feeling better. Waking up to the fact that I need to change my life completely to over come PMO, that PMO is just a result of vicious mind. I woke up one hour earlier, exercise, silence prayer and read the bible; I am feeling great. Thanks God. I can’t believe that it took me so long to realize that I need time for myself and God.
didn't relapse but also didn't do well, spent lots of time flipping between doing useful work and watching p-subs, not proud of myself but also glad I didn't actually PMO.
Day 17 done!
I don't think that should be considered as M, right??? I think it's fine. if you have a problem to eliminate then this is the only way I think.
Let's go for more.❤
I don't know what is with me. I've been on a crazy 2 month relapse of PMO multiple times per day and I know I need to STOP, it's making me crazy. But the past three days I've continued to relapse. I posted "Day 1/90" here yesterday, and then a few hours later I PMO'd again.
I know it's important to keep my head up. I know it's important to take things one day at a time. And I know part of the cycle of addiction is indulging simply because it's "too hard" not to. So I know I have to keep coming back and trying again and again.
I just want to make it through 90 days. I know I can. So:
Day 1/90. This time I'm going all the way!
Great to hear that, Deepwater!
57/90. Sometimes guys there's just no wiggle room. You just have to say "Full stop!" and do a total 180. I almost got into trouble by leaving the door ajar and thinking I could just sort of test the waters without jumping in. Bad idea. When you have a history of binging on porn, you just have to block it all out, and move your entire focus to something else, something positive. You just have to turn your back on it all and walk away.
Survived the weekdays, however, the weekends are most often a weak spot for me, as I don't have any obligations and can just sit all day home.
However, I hope to be able to continue this streak, as I have been feeling great these last days without PMO!!
Keep it up y'all and enjoy your weekends!!
here we go again 8 days and counting