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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Day 17 in the books. Next target 20
I relapsed im starting again from today 0 /90
My experience is that most of the addiction comes, because we can't give ourself the positive feelings and want them from outside. Meditation or self praise can help to get it from inside.
@Bijuu107 I think you make some very valid points. I however think it's a number of things. Not just Lack of validation. Lack of fulfilment, excitement, meaning and security to just name a few.
I do agree totally with your suggestion that one needs to find validation and happiness from within though.
Hi. It's been a while I left. Ofcourse i was failing during this time. Infact everyday I failed. Well I decided to come back.
Day 0. Hell yaaa.
Day 3 done. Had one of the hardest night so far last night. Couldn't stop thinking about porn and escorts, and my brain was telling me to get up from bed and look up escorts on the computer. I keep on battling with myself to seperate the escort addiction (which I also regard as of porn) from the porn addiction so I can engage in my escort addiction freely, but Its a terrible idea and I always eventually end up watching 'full porn'. Anyway, I managed to sleep through it and didn't feel the intense urges in the morning. My other issue right now is that of productivity which I'm lacking right now. I'm falling behind my studies.
Voy muy bien!! Hubieron momentos hasta ahora en los que casi no lo logro pero pude seguir hasta ahoraaa
estoy muy feliz, pero sigamos así.
SI PUEDO, VAMOS POR EL DÍA 4
Half a month baby!
I relapsed again. Day 0.
Day 3 without drinking
Checking in as I seem to need to on a daily basis.
Though not masturbating I'm still very much an addict. I just wish I didn't crave attention from attractive women so much. I don't know what it is I'm after. Wether it's the sex part, the validation, excitement, intimacy or companionship I'm after, I really no idea, but hopefully I will do at the end of the 90 days.
Day 10 completed.
Looking forward to the day today. Another clean day yesterday and a good night's sleep last night, the first in ages. I think a base of about a week of clean days, with no PMO but also no psubs or fantasy, will set up a good foundation for the rest of this challenge