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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
I relapsed im starting again from today 0/90
13 days without a drink
Had the mother of all urges to fap over porn but thankfully didn't. There is clearly a void in my life I'm trying to fill but at the moment I'm not clever enough to identify it yet alone resolve it. I'm going to re-read man's search for meaning by Viktor Frankl to see what answers that might produce. I just wish I could find something that gives me the same buzz as getting undivided attention off beautiful women seem to produce for me. It's strange why I do love it so much because I'm not particularly sexual, even if they wanted to have sex with me, at the moment it would be a toss of a coin wether I could satisfy them or not..There is a definite trigger for my erections as there is for anything else.
At the moment hot women that can make me laugh are my kryptonite. I think I may be what is called a sapiosexual. Women with great minds wether it be sexual, social, intellectual or even creative have an unhealthy power over me, especially if they have a body to match.
Day 35 done!
Only 10 days left, great.
Day 13. Did not post it yesterday, but now I make it everyday further.
Yeah good Idea. Maybe you find some more specific patterns too. I had in the past the problem, that when I was sleeping on my belly, I had gotten a hard one and wanted to fap. Now I,m stopped sleeping on my belly.
Day 20 done!
I don't know. we are not supposed to look at or care about it anymore. You should not care either!
I have been feeling terrible this morning. Distracted, can't concentrate, discomfort, anger, sadness.... All those bad feelings drive me to madness. I was about to PMO.
Fortunately i hold on. All this shall pass, no matter how bad i feel, porn won't help me.
All i have to do is wait, wait till i feel better.
88 checking in.
Day 3 complete
Ya all these kind of triggers may look silly but they are so much real to deal with. I am observing mine.