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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
I relapsed im starting again from today 0 /90
Time - 21:30
It is EXACTLY 90 days until new years eve.
I'm going to commit myself to not watching porn within this timeframe.
If I feel like continuing at day 90 and stay "sober" or go back to watching porn at day 90 I can make that decision then and there. I just need to know about these benefits (or none existant benefits) before I make up my mind.
I'm sick at the moment and I have watched some porn but that stops now. From this moment at 21:30 and moving forward I'm going to stay clean.
Wish me luck.
New to this challenge . Day 2 check in
@MHero well done for your journey so far. I hope you find some helpful tips on the various forums here regarding the mindset you can have for quitting p. No doubt you already have something that is motivating you, otherwise you wouldn't be here. I would recommend thinking of how unhelpful and insidious the p industry is in general...even though a lot of p might seem 'harmless' and 'consensual', remember it's actually people using each other for money, power, fame, and/or good sensations that are really quite meaningless without any intention of committed, wholesome love. Then there's the even darker side of p, with serious and sickening abuse of men and women, boys and girls, being a source of profit. Using p at all, even if not that darker side, is giving power to an industry where that horrific stuff can happen. So not using p is boycotting that industry.
There's also the idea of faithfulness to a future spouse/partner even now, by keeping one's eyes and mind guarded for that person alone. And the fact that there are much cooler things to see and experience in life that have nothing to do with p, so why use up time with p? I know life can get depressing at times, and it's hard to see or seek those cooler things, but it is totally worth it.
I could write more...keep going on this noble journey!
Hi @Aspect_16, this sounds intense...I'm big on mental health so these words are ringing alarm bells...are you meaning this literally or metaphorically? Reach out to a person you trust or support agency if life is feeling too tough right now!
Day 73..some urges today, but learning to ride them out. Not giving up.
1st try: 90 days: No PMO but used YT & movies to avoid facing feeling & emotion
Of course relapse after that.
2nd try: 90 days: NO PMO (around 7 times relapse mostly in last 30 days) and so much minimise artificial stimulation
Now resetting clock for 3rd try and Goal would be to lessen than relapse number to max 1 or 2 to zero with zero usage of artificial stimulation like YT & movies & series.
Hope you all are fighting courageously.
Good luck to us all.
Resets and False Starts! Day Zero!
Today I have donned by Fapstronaut pendant necklace and I'm not taking it off til I hit 90 days.
Day 7 check in. 1st week from many to come, wish you all a great day!
Thats the spirit man!!
My best wishes man! Fight it and win
I have very little motivation. I don't know what to do..???
Obviously, toughest time,of my life right now.
I'll get out of this for sure.
3 weeks/12.86 weeks