Day 20, barely. After yesterday's near-fall, today the urges came again. Again I say, I am not a slave to this and I will not give up!
Don't feel too bad. Porn addiction is built on shame don't give it more control. You lost a battle, but you can still win the war
Things are getting difficult, i felt this way yesterday and the day before. Cause i had my first strong urge. Fantasies came back. The need to PMO is growing little by little. But i'm keeping theses emotions under control by remembering my goal. Stay clean till my birthday next month. Yesterday, I wrote down my why to stop PMO. In short i want to be happy Happiness lies in freedom, clear mind, and purpose. In my way to week three. I will have a lot of work and thus stress, but i can handle it Stay strong all Ablaze your hearts
Good luck brother. Get rid of Twitter if you can. I know I can't use it safely, if I go on it I'll just go looking for titillating profiles. Keep up the fight!
Congrats on your 2 weeks! Remember to do healthy things you like every day to relieve your negative emotions. That helps me a lot to relieve the PMO pressure.
Great Job Brother. The happiness it promise is just a delusion and a lie, reality is complete loss of all our efforts followed by great remorse. Hang in there and never fall for it. Good Luck To You !!
