I failed at day 6.. This was one of my worst relapses in months. I felt like crap and that lead me to P. Now I feel even worse, of course. I watched P the entire night. I didn't have much sleep at all. This is bad. Completely f*cked up. What is it that I want to acheive with this type of destructive behaviour? I wasn't even turned on by any of what I saw. I will not allow this to happen again. It's just wrong and I am capable of doing so much better. Day 0
Day 4/90. Finals coming up next week I know my urges will try and get the best of me down the road before final exam day. I'll need to keep posting here and start reading forums and people's post. Struggle is real. Keep fighting.
Day 2 Here we are at the end of a long work day. I'm super exhausted and have to go do it all over again early tomorrow morning. After that I get a good stretch of days off though. I've been talking to a girl there a bit more. We have a lot of beliefs in common. I should try to take my mind elsewhere, but I kind of like her. I just wonder if she likes me I guess. Kind of pathetic that I need the validation. I'm just going to try and interact normally. Definitely got some urges right now. Feels like something is missing... And I know what that is! I'll manage, goodnight
I had relapsed by Only M and no P, But As I am doing NO PMO I Restarted the count and today it's Day 3
@Ice22 Often it is after sinking really low that our habits start to change, right...I know that is true for me..wish you all the best. Change is possible with help! @Idf1998 You have a great streak, hope you can keep it going! Check your thinking/distract yourself so you avoid spiraling into excuses to give up. I'm writing this to remind myself the same, too. Day 7
