Day 15, I'm worried that i'm 27 and still without a girlfriend. But when I think about my actual state, it is normal. I spend most of my time at home, I leave in a small town, I rarely talk to girls, add to that being shy.... I have to work on my social skills, and I have to create a chance for myself. I'm thinking that way because i'm bored, It's not like I need a GF, I just want to be in a relationship. There is an emptiness in my life, I better fill it with something useful. Well, it is holidays time, so i want to concentrate on taking care of myself and taking some rest. I wish you all, a happy 2022 Keep working on yourselves, you are awesome!
50 days . Going off Internet except for this blog for some days . Happy Christmas everyone I hope you all to stay on track .
Day 3/90. Almost relapsed by watching pornography and letting one loose. Had to keep myself occupied even while at work. Been looking at my co worker and having fantasies about getting it on somewhere at work while in uniform. Thank goodness for finding things to push away the temptation. Here's to day 3/90. Good luck people.
Day 16, Still feeling that emptiness... I searched something to draw, but I couldn't find something interesting enough, I even lost confidence in my drawing skills, I guess I'll draw zenitsu or my profile image ^^' I'm depressed so yeah... all I can do is wait for the feeling to go away.
