[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 1 again

 

I, unfortunately, relapsed after 54 days. I am however not sad or angry. I am upbeat because I know this is just a minor blip in the road to full recovery. How I relapsed is pretty stupid, to be honest, but I have learned my lesson. I thought I was very strong after coming across sexual imagery on Instagram. I have deleted Instagram.
0/90

 

For you man

 

@Idf1998
A very informative video that totally hit the nail on the head in terms of fighting addiction

 

Day 84

 

Mmm trying to understand if you sarcastic or not. i listen to her she is the expert lol. But everyone should decide “where to take it” i just trying to help

 

@Idf1998
I liked the post so no I was not being sarcastic. I thought her talking about being aware of what you are feeling and thinking at the time of your "slip" was spot on. If I saw post I didn't think much of I would ignore it, not make sarcastic comments about it, unless of course the post was an attack on me.

 

Day 5 complete

 

Day 52/90

 

Day 3
I had some strong urges after lunch. It was so difficult to fight with it. I just couldn't resist the urges, its like devil is calling you & yiu can't stop yourself.
You don't have control over your body. I enjoyed for lil bit then got my senses back.

 

No nothing against you or anyone, , this video helped me a lot whan i lost control 1 time during my last 90 days strike. I thought i failed and threw all the progress aways i was very depressed by it .but i found her and listened to what she has to say! So I realized its not true that i threw all away becuse of 1 slip and I continues as before and finish the 90 proudly. Its no excuse to pmo, its just makes things more forgiving whan after a hard work somehow you …slip and you are in panic .
Not all failing is relapse and reset the clock … failing is part of this process.
So again everyone should decide where to take it.

 

But , after the new year
I totally went in again and i fmo several times in a day and again 1 time the next days. So yes i can call it a relapse . It was because i felt so lonely in the new year heve , so i dont fell so upset. One thing i noticed there is no 180 days challenge , so i couldnt get any help and feedback. So I decided now to do the 90 days again , and to use what I learned from my slips to good use . And hope this time i will succeed to do 90 again.

 

Day 12

 

Day 31/90!

 

DAY 79

 

Day 4

 

Day 7 (again)

 

3 days.

 

Day 7