[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

9/90

 

day 1

 

Day 27,

I feel super stressed and overwhelmed.
But it is fine, im in control. Need to fix somethings in the way.

 

Day 53!

 

2 months and 4 days

 

Day 1

 

@SacrificeForGreatness and @Phigaro , welcome to both of you and all the best!

Day 27 for me

 

Failure is our best teacher in life. Everytime we fail we become a littlebit wiser.
I tell myself this loud and clear: No matter how uncomfortable I may feel now or later on; I will just do it, and I will be okay over time.
We should not see ourselves as failures trying to "fix" ourselves as if we are a problem.
We should instead see ourselves as complete, or as pure beings finding our way home to where be belong.
We should not identify with the destructive problems and behaviours because that's our false personas.
A truly healed self do not hurt itself. The pain we feel when we leave that false persona is the death of it
- so that our true self can grow stronger by the day.

 

Day 5

 

made it through another day. Which is still huge to me after all this time. I remember in the past I couldn't even go 12 hrs

 

NO IT IS NOT .... or as far as the brain is concerned because PMO is a cycle . if there is orgasm which what usually happens during sleep sometimes even without any trigger or a dream image that we can recall You will feel for a day or two some urges and may be a little cloudiness of the mind which can increase if you have a demonising look towards your own body
and that's it there is no returning back to the cycle there is no increase in craving to watch nude pics or vids and by time you won't even noticed that you had a sleep ejaculation so don't be harsh on yourself it is a journey of freedom and happiness and I wish you all the best .

 

Day 6

 

Day 83 .

 

I agree wholeheartedly that I should not over-identify with the false self. Thanks

 

1/90 Back on track! Not much of a struggle with the chaser effect onslaught. Need to stay free of PMO for about 2 weeks to recover from my last relapse.

 

75

 

1 Day completed. Already feeling pretty good.

 

3/90

 

Day 35

 

Day 2