Day 18! I got extremely horny yesterday and was that close to call an old sex playmate…. I thought about my mission in life. This would only slow me down. Plus it would havé probably hurt hurt her and I would have end up being unsatisfied still longing for my dream girl. The dream girl can only come with a dream life which is in the making at the moment on the positive notes strong morning woods. I get aroused just by looking at faces. I want to say that I started to look at porn after I was 18. Which might explain these effects after 2 weeks. I ready a lot of stories about people starting porn at like 10-12… I can’t imagine the detrimental effects. Anyway. The road is still long.
1 day done, really bad relapse but moving on.. Started on Twitter then escalated to PMO, the relapse didn't even feel good at all.
Day 58 feeling high and low randomly. I'm relaxed but not in the mood to anything productive, trying to focus on my studies but it's a bit hard. Keep going everyone.
