Day 70. As the days are ticking by, I've realised that the grip P had on me has more or less loosened. Urges do come in from time to time, when I suddenly remember specific P scenes/ videos, but apart from that, I've made alot of progress. I am glad that I've resolved this issue to some extent, as it will help me better face my other inner demons (and i have those in plenty), which I used P as a refuge from.