Day 18 @6AM.
The night of 17 was one the hardest. I got urge. Got really close to a relapse. Managed not to do so. I am so proud of myself now that I resisted last night.
I feel heavy in the head. Foggy. A bit disoriented, and dizzy.
MY ADVICE TO ME AND EVEYONE ELSE: DONT GET TIRED, THIRSTY, AND HUNGRY DURING THESE 90 DAYS.
I am very determined. I was addicted for more than 20 years to this shit and after 5 months of reducing it, I am attacking it directly now. I DONT want/ SHOULD NOT go back to that JAIL again.
I know if I relapse once it might not be a real great deal, but it was so painful that i dont even dont wanna do that anymore. I WANN GO THIS VENUM ONE SHOT STRAIGHT UP. NO MORE TASTING IT.