[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

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Day 18 @6AM.
The night of 17 was one the hardest. I got urge. Got really close to a relapse. Managed not to do so. I am so proud of myself now that I resisted last night.
I feel heavy in the head. Foggy. A bit disoriented, and dizzy.
MY ADVICE TO ME AND EVEYONE ELSE: DONT GET TIRED, THIRSTY, AND HUNGRY DURING THESE 90 DAYS.
I am very determined. I was addicted for more than 20 years to this shit and after 5 months of reducing it, I am attacking it directly now. I DONT want/ SHOULD NOT go back to that JAIL again.
I know if I relapse once it might not be a real great deal, but it was so painful that i dont even dont wanna do that anymore. I WANN GO THIS VENUM ONE SHOT STRAIGHT UP. NO MORE TASTING IT.
 
Was pretty close to throwing my streak away today. The urge kind of hit me all of a sudden. So I just slowed down and thought about it for awhile, like how would I feel afterwords. After about 15 mins. the intense fantasizing subsided so I'm still going at Day 42.
 
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