[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

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Day 27
Hey brothers! I haven’t posted since day 23, mainly because that was the day I had a wet dream and it threw me for a loop.

On day 23 after the wet dream I entered into the flatline phase and it was weird. Really weird. I always thought people were a bit foolish when they hit the flatline phase and relapsed or peeked at porn. But I did - well the peeking part I mean.

I found a loophole past my screen time settings on my ipad that I forgot I had undone in order to update some of my apps. I looked at one of my favorite porn vids. I got excited. Then nothing. I got bored. I turned it off. Obviously I wish I didn’t look at porn at all, but that was freeing and odd. I don’t know if I have had that much will-power against porn or found it that boring before, I hope that’s a sign of healing? Anyways, the screen time settings are now totally locked on my ipad so I can’t do that again thank God.

I am seeing numbers/streaks on here like 50 and 87 and just cannot even conceptualize, fathom, or imagine being on that day so applaud you all fr. I look at my day and realize day 27 is a day I thought unimaginable for myself about a month ago, so I am ecstatic to be this far and honestly keep forgetting what day I am on, which I believe is a good thing.

Starting tomorrow I am going to be home alone a lot for about a week. I am legit praying that God helps me through that because I really don’t want to give in. I don’t want to start over, ever. Oh! Also I need to buckle down on fantasizing before I go to sleep and right when I wake up.

I think I am still mainly in the flatline phase but I get SUDDEN bursts of temptation. I actually got a couple b*ners in public on accident which I haven’t done since I was a teenager, it’s a little bit awkward! haha.

Anyways, I am so glad to be on day 27 and I am taking this one day at a time.
 
James516 said:
Day 27
Hey brothers! I haven’t posted since day 23, mainly because that was the day I had a wet dream and it threw me for a loop.

On day 23 after the wet dream I entered into the flatline phase and it was weird. Really weird. I always thought people were a bit foolish when they hit the flatline phase and relapsed or peeked at porn. But I did - well the peeking part I mean.

I found a loophole past my screen time settings on my ipad that I forgot I had undone in order to update some of my apps. I looked at one of my favorite porn vids. I got excited. Then nothing. I got bored. I turned it off. Obviously I wish I didn’t look at porn at all, but that was freeing and odd. I don’t know if I have had that much will-power against porn or found it that boring before, I hope that’s a sign of healing? Anyways, the screen time settings are now totally locked on my ipad so I can’t do that again thank God.

I am seeing numbers/streaks on here like 50 and 87 and just cannot even conceptualize, fathom, or imagine being on that day so applaud you all fr. I look at my day and realize day 27 is a day I thought unimaginable for myself about a month ago, so I am ecstatic to be this far and honestly keep forgetting what day I am on, which I believe is a good thing.

Starting tomorrow I am going to be home alone a lot for about a week. I am legit praying that God helps me through that because I really don’t want to give in. I don’t want to start over, ever. Oh! Also I need to buckle down on fantasizing before I go to sleep and right when I wake up.

I think I am still mainly in the flatline phase but I get SUDDEN bursts of temptation. I actually got a couple b*ners in public on accident which I haven’t done since I was a teenager, it’s a little bit awkward! haha.

Anyways, I am so glad to be on day 27 and I am taking this one day at a time.
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That's excellent! Step by step

Being home alone is also one of my concerns - my wife will travel with her mother for 8 days, I'll be alone at home

If i keep my streak (today is day 51), when she travels I'll be on day 130 - that's far beyond imagination haha

But I hope it works out and a I can keep on until there, so when she travels I wont even fell tempted do watch
 
90/90... done! Let's hope forever. My plan is to stop counting days now and not visit NoFap daily anymore.

I already left a "modest but honest" success story at 45 days: https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/modest-but-honest-my-long-term-journey-odyssey.373399/
But I just wrote a lengthy post in my journal. Dealing with complicated emotions today, but I am not suppressing them by sedating myself with PMO: https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/living-up-to-my-values.363736/post-3979276

Wishing everyone here some extra perseverance!
 
someonethaneedshelp said:
That's excellent! Step by step

Being home alone is also one of my concerns - my wife will travel with her mother for 8 days, I'll be alone at home

If i keep my streak (today is day 51), when she travels I'll be on day 130 - that's far beyond imagination haha

But I hope it works out and a I can keep on until there, so when she travels I wont even fell tempted do watch
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Man I so hope you can make it to day 130 - that’s so incredible and by then, like you said, hopefully you won’t even feel tempted to go back at that point!

Day 29
Today is my 2nd out of 7-8 days I’ll be home alone and it has been tough! Mainly I want to M. I legit got a surge of excitement/temptation the very second I was home all alone. Yesterday I started m’ing and stopped like 5 times. I really hope that doesn’t ruin my streak or make it insanely difficult for me the next few days. Anyways, once again, I am writing this out and searching the forums instead of looking a p*rn. So far today has been good.

Day 0
Update: Y’all. I just failed. I can’t even say how sad I am. It feels like a helpless cycle I’ll never get out of. I was so scared to be home alone and… just ugh.
 
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15/90.
I am at day 15 but in the last 3 days i replased two times watching porn. Biggest trigger was alcol, guys don’t trust alcol. It will bring your awareness down and it will be difficult resisting the urges. So drink as little as you can, especially at night, cause then you come back home and the relapse will be around the corner.
 
After reading a post here on nofap, I thought the counter is useless and no need for a forum that'll help me with my addiction. I'm all set, just don't PMO that's all. Its that simple man.
I relapsed 3 times in the last 48 hours! P, M, O and no control on myself at all. After relapsing 2 minutes ago now, I realized maybe visiting Nofap.com forum was not that bad. It helped me even for a week if no longer. While without it, I can't even do it for 24 hours. I'm sorry guys, I'm back on day 0. Tell me what you do in the first 1-3 days to keep yourself distracted. This is the hardest time everyone knows that.
 
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