[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Awesome man !! Keep going, all the best !!

 

Day 23
I almost relapsed last night! My mood completely changed before I went to bed after watching an animated video that portrays mankind's potential dystopian future based on current trends. It had such an impact on me that left me feeling sad, frustrated and pessimistic. Needless to say, these emotions are triggers to PMO. After a while of thinking, I found myself in bed with my phone typing the URL of a soft core Tumblr site in the browser. I began to think of the ramifications of doing so and I even pictured myself disappointed if I went through with MOing. My vivid visualization of the disappointment was enough to put me off. I threw my phone aside and slept.
This morning I am feeling so happy and elated. I am still on course in my journey

 

Day

 

Day 11 - Feeling excited for the day, planed a lot, hope I stay present and calm. #presence

 

Awesome! Morning Routines are Key!

 

Just Saved ... Awesome work ...

Thank you ... We are for a long run here ... All the best to you too ... Let's cross our limits ...

 

Day 4/90!

 

Day 12 complete

 

Day 4/90 staying humble

 

Day 6. Being busy living a better life.

 

Alright welcome to Day 0 it's a Magical Place.
No matter what, the first step on this journey is all you need.

 

Day 4! I've been throwing up all night and can't keep any food down but I'm not even thinking about porn so hey that's a plus.

 

Day 5

 

12/90 checking in , recently is quite hard

 

Day 3/90 done! Feeling much better today!

 

Day 3/90

 

Day 1 done

 

Day 4

Trying to channel my energy so I don't end up breaking again, it's difficult when every other thought is about PMO. Trying to be mindful of when urges arise and not try to hide from them, even though it frustrates the shit out of me, because I need to be able to face it if I want to overcome it. Being around people is my safety net in many ways right now; need to keep that up for at least the first month.

 

5/90

 

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