[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

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  1. Cowboy72

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    Day 25. Really good SAA meeting this morning. We always read from the daily meditation answers in the heart. It talked a lot about resentment and forgiveness. As addicts that's something I feel we don't do. We ask for the forgiveness from others but we don't forgive ourselves. Also we shouldn't let past resentment be part of our acting out. Very good meeting today.
     
  2. Day 08/90 done. I feel good about it, again!
     
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  4. EARVIN

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    I'd just hit the panic button.
     
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  6. Phoenix Rising

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    Day 72
    Deposited my pay check then did a little impulse shopping at the more expensive grocery store in the area. Did not buy candy (good), did buy unnecessary foods and drinks that I will have to eat. At least I got a deal on some of my food stuffs.
    :emoji_japanese_goblin:I did not get up to meditate with the monks this morning, and felt guilty about that all day. It also occurred to me that I am still a sugar and caffeine addict... and a nofap/internet addict as well.
     
  7. Honeyp1234567

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    89/90..
    1 more day to success..90 challenge :)
     
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  13. Downfromthehell

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    Day 1 completed.
    89 to go.
    Let the strength inside me reveal itself, to complete this seemingly leviathan Sisyphean endeavor.
    Godspeed.
     
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  15. Cowboy72

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    Day 26. Early morning meditation reading. Getting ready for church in a little while.
     
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  16. VanTanKhang

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    Day 8 . Let's the game begin
     
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  17. James R

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    Well I made it 33 days but back to 1/90 now. It was a good run, so not depressed. Back to it with more lessons learned and ambition stronger than before.
     
  18. AtticusEnd

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    So I relapsed again on Friday afternoon. It was almost as if my mind was telling me "well you have already failed by looking at those images earlier so why not just look at some more... Why not M as you have relapsed anyway by looking so you may as well have the pleasure of PMO too"...

    And I fell for it... So that's my two week streak out of the window and back to zero, again!

    I am going to try to worry less about my thoughts about P and M and instead focus on my mindfulness and meditation practice. Try to allow my thoughts to come and go and understand what I am feeling at those times... Not to get so hung up on the fact I had thoughts about P and M and instead watch those thoughts and feelings pass me by...

    Resetting my counter to Friday afternoon.

    This journey is proving harder than I expected...
     
    Last edited: Jul 29, 2018

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