Not thrilled, but I saw that some people took two years to get to ninety days, so i've no right to give up yet, restarting at three am.... and ON.
Day 32. It's funny how temptation drives us to do something that's not good for us. Had an opportunity a few days ago where I knew I was going to be by myself for a while and was very tempted to watch some born and masturbate. I thank god that I was able to fight thrust it. I didn't want to take a step back. I've come to far.
I lost my self and opened a porn site but I stopped my self after 5 min and didn't let my self go fap so I think it's better to start over 0/90 and this time I'm going strong
After doing some personal work, I'm finding my urges naturally subsiding. I don't need the emotional crutch at the moment. I'll try to be strong during the next difficult phase of life though.
Day 70 (Season IV) Am feeling lonely, bored and unmotivated right now. And doing NoFap prevents me from excaping it. I now face it and do something to change it. Beeing around with people you love is super important. I kind of feel lonely right now. The best thing I can do is to accept the situation, be present, create more meaningful realtionsships in the future. Do things with people together instead of always alone.
Day 1 complete. Felt like shit yesterday because of poor diet, too much caffeine, too much porn. I’m getting involved with AA again which means lots of social interaction, and I want to be uninhibited. I know that if I exercise or pick up the guitar every time I get an urge, life will get better.
Day 48/90 man I'm noticing so many beautiful ladies all over, it's like my desire to mate is heightened. It's interesting how without porn you start to see/visualize more clearly
