[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 6 Today is the day when I feel much better. I hope I will have the strength to continue for many days more. It is very fcked up, this addiction of ours. We are the true heroes fighting the most dangerous enemy. I hope you guys are all doing good. I wish you all good luck and success. I love you.

 

Day 10

 

Day 4 have started to feel changes clearity of mind and confidence has improved but have also started feeling urges but have to get over them..86 days left only

 

Just checking in. 1/90 or 1/10 where 10 will be my first checkpoint I will reach!

 

Day 73 of 90. Just left my SAA meeting. Really needed that this morning. Been a really stressful week. Needed to be around others like myself. I just got to keep pushing thru. Don't want to go back to being the man I was.

 

Day 65/90.

A rather bad day - I was working an overtime shift when, as the train terminated at a station, I was clearing passengers and closing cars. A guy who was asleep soon became very aggressive and actually scored a glancing blow on my jaw. I think the main reason he didn't get a better shot was because I cringed away like a coward. My jaw stings a little, but psychologically I'm a not well. I've reported the incident to work, but experience has shown that as the staff member, I'm probably at fault.

A stiff drink and a good tug might work wonders about now.

 

Starting over. 0/90.

If anyone knows how to block in-app browsers, please help. I posted a thread in the recovery section as well. This is a real issue for me right now.

 

03/90

 

Day 5 of 90 begins

 

Good day so far. No urges to do what I am committed not to do.

 

very true.

 

eheh, been there

 

k9 web protection. works like a charm

 

14!!!!

these last week i´m feeling so fucking depressed. to do a reboot and go throught this just shows how fucked up my brain is.

stay focus brothers!!!

 

day 0 - shit!

 

So day 50 done... Feeling pretty flat and lonely ATM... Sure it will pass...

 

13 days now
I had an urge today but hopefully I resisted...
Think about why you decided to get in here... be strong...

 

Day 18/90. Not a good day today. Feeling like the lowest piece of shit without any good reason.. I don't like this state...

 

Day 48/90.

 

Day 0