[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 12

 

Day 7!

 

I've seen more clearly that I have had a sexual addiction with voyeurism that started when I was about 4 or 5 years old peeking through bathroom keyholes, then turned to school showers, magazine racks and eventually internet porn. It brought with it an unhealthy self-image and impulse to isolate myself from relationships for fear that others would dislike me as much as I did. Opting out of PMO has been helping me learn to like myself again.

 

02/90
the first days I'm always so motivated, I am super sure abstaining porn is awesome!

 

34/90

 

52 days done and on to 53... Have spent a lot of time practising my yoga and meditating this weekend. It has helped give me focus and intention... Onwards...

 

Day 11

 

Day 4
Ok, I think I am now on a better way. I organized my goals, this means my sport activities are paused for a few weeks... maybe for months, gosh I don`t want to think about how long this will take. First I must regenate about the wound in my mouth (that rhyme). then school exams are coming closer and the fucking driving school... The urges are there, but my dick doesn`t want, needs a break, me too, but my break is over...

 

hey fapsters . I am in too . its day 1 . lets rock.

 

Day 1 successful

 

it will go away, soon you´ll start seeing women as human beings

 

Day 1 done

 

day 16.

finally after 2 weeks of low mood, sadness, weakness, irritation and brain fog, energy as come again. i´m feeling super happy, peaceful and energetic.

let´s go brothers!! one day at a time!!!

 

Day 50/90.

 

15 days... half a month...

 

Day 2

 

day 2..persistence is a must

 

Day 0/90. I relapsed Yesterday.. I don't know where all that shit came from, but I fell into the spiral again.. I was doing quite well, feeling positive, and all of the sudden it all fell apart overwhelmingly fast. I'll try to be stronger this time

 

9/90
27/6 months

 

Thanks to Allah...