Thanks pal, I am at day 7 today, and I've managed to curb every single urge that I get, shocked? Flabbergasted? Envy? Here's how I do that - I try to kill away away that urge at its inception, just do the activites that keep you highly engaged and always be in the company of someone, it could be anyone; your friend, your girl, your siblings or parents. I listened to this podcast, I don't remember the exact words but I'm paraphrasing em here.. Spoiler Look kid the world ain't all sunshine and rainbow, it's a very mean and nasty place. Believe you me, life will try to break you, believe you me life will try to drag you to your rock bottom, believe you me life will keep testing you, believe you me life will keep trying to push you. Fight! Fight! Fight!
4/90 complete Had too much to drink last night... Hopefully that doesn't throw me off too much chemically!
33/90...keep going, and let's not believe the porn goblin in our brains that tells us that porn is a good thing that we want to indulge in. That guy is nuckin futs
Day 1/90. I think I've been having mild anxiety attacks lately, today it happened again.. Such a horrible feeling..
3/90 Today i enjoyed watching women, chatting, caressing them without compulsive needs, just enjoying. It felt good it is possibile!
Day 1 has been a success! I started watching a new anime on netflix called "Glitter Force" it's like an anime about a high school girl that finds out she is a super hero and uses her make up to transform into like this sailor moon type character and her and her five friends are the glitter force that battle this evil wolf villain that summons wacky monsters each episode! I also played too new steam games called "Princess Remedy" and another game called the "light bearers". I also went and did a 2 hour heavy leg workout filled with squats to take care of my sexual energy. I'm making it a thing to workout every day to take care of my energy! I started working out again on day 0 after being inactive from the gym for one year. So i'm trying to get back into shape and beat pornography at the same time. Previously I worked out for 5 years consistently but haven't worked out in one year entirely. So, my day was good!
Thanks my brother...your words of encouragement are inspiring me too. I feel stronger seeing you in this journey and becoming free one day at a time together. Have a great weekend. And we got this!