[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

The article is very helpful. What is SO? Does that stand for something, or are you just accentuating the word "so"?

 

Yes,thanks.SO is short for significant other.

 

Day 0....back to square one with compassion to myself...the chaser effect is a powerful emotion...But I am tired and with you all as witnesses, I am going to meet this goal in the next 90 days....I know I am capable and able.

 

This day has been rough for me, it was hell of a roller coaster ride, a day full of urges and a hell lot of work. I'm fucking tired now, lol I did not relapse, I am gonna sleep now. See you guys!
My body wants some rest now, since I work for about 14-15 hours a day, fff this would pay out for sure.
Happy healing

 

GreaT work man

Keep going brother

You are an inspiration to us all

 

Day 26/90
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Keep urself busy with stuff..... Utilise ur extra energy in exercise. Most important when ur mind gives on any advice on just search for some badass P*ssy . Just and dpnt musturbate....... This is where u gotta be carefull with urself.... Dont fall in this trap.

 

excellent perspective, never thought on that. it´s the easiest drug ever!

 

unexplicable crying, that happens to me also, especially in the first days. keep focus bro, it will pass. much love to you

 

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so today i learned one more lesson. as usual in the first days i was low on my energy and willpower (an easy prey for this shit). so i was in my laptop facing the wall and surfing the web. then a feeling of boredom appeared and all of the sudden, i open a private window in the browser and start searching softcore. without reflection on what i was doing i just watched maybe 10/15 minutes. i could feel my eyes flashing and blood pumping. but i didn´t do anything because obvioulsy people were in the house. so i started creating a plan to relapse later on. then i though "why would i do that?" "Can i keep porn in my life?", and that question "can i keep porn in my life?" stroke a cord. suddently everything become so obvious. "of course not" "what the hell am i doing?". then i force my way out of the house and go for a walk.

here´s something that i learn today and may help you brothers. this shit is very sneaky so you have to distrust even the most innocent use of pc/smartphone. never use then in private and always always put the screen facing exposure. at least in the first weeks of the reboot. don´t be proud thinking "this is ridiculous, that is lowering the bar". don´t use ego here please. this is a war, use everything you got because the addiction will have no mercy upon you.

onwards my friends.

 

Thank you my man, I’m couldn’t do it without the lil nudges of motivation from everyone on here like Lazyboi and ShikiP who have challenged me. And I hope I’m motivating them too and of course yourself, stay strong my man, the grass is greener on the other side

 

Day 13 complete. One day away from my longest streak and not going to lie it’s been difficult not to tickle the pickle, but the motivation to sort myself out is intense. The fact that I’m more productive with uni work and actually working on myself physically in gym near 6 days a week just adds to the motivation. Gives me a drive and a purpose. Keep it strong to everyone else, see you on 3 months

 

You can do it man, we all believe in you!

 

Day 17 done!

 

Day 20/90*.

 

Thank you gor the encouragement my brother...I can and I will...I get knocked down but I get up again.

 

1 day

 

31 day done
32 day progress

 

Day 0/90. Relapsed again.. I'm not giving up though.. I know I can be better than this

 

Checkin day 6/90