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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
9 days. As mentioned: Weekends are tough!
Well this milestone is in sight. There's no question that having these gamifications are an important part of this journey. I find that while I still have an episode that tries to detour me the longer I go the quicker I move out of it. What I find is that now I don't think of porn with any frequency or regularity. Then a wave hits me and wants to tempt. The longest that has lasted in the past couple of weeks is 72 hours. That was the worst period since starting on this journey. Yet as soon, like the minute, I choose that this is NOT going to happen it's like I was never in it. Based on everything I've read from links here I just put it down to an old neural pathway that re-opens and wants to be fed. The more you dwell and feed that pathway the stronger the impulse and pull.
We are far stronger my friends than the urges, needs and addictions that want to pull us away from our goals. We are of course not incapable of falling of the wagon. Yet we HAVE the ability to say NO and choose a different path. Even if we have to say that every second, every minute, every hour of the day until our brain naturally chooses a different, healthier path. I've been at PMO in one way or another for decades so I know it's going to take longer than 90 days to really be free. In this early stage though I feel empowered and better about myself. I feel that every day I'm taking a step closer toward the picture of the person I want to be, be proud of and that others would respect.
Carry on my friends. And if you stumble remember it's not what happened it's what happens next. Choose the path toward the vision of where you want to exist and feel over and over and over again.
Day 12 completed
12/90...just today brothers, have an awesome Sunday
60 days complete! 2/3 of the way!
It's day 14. I was kind of bothered by that wet lucid dream yesterday. But so far everyone's telling me that I should not count that wet dream as a relapse. Besides, I am not even sure whether I had full control during the dream anyways. So I guess challenge continues...
6/90 - Life without P is better.
21/90...three weeks in and feeling great.
Day 77 nearly there with another 13 days to go
74days and counting till infinite
Day 47 and 48/90 let's go brothers having a great weekend, forgot to post and im back here!! Have a great sunday!