[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

3/90

 

I really appreciate you and your inspiring posts keep going dont give up you will very grateful to the moment you decided living without addictions and stress
But i think it is better to focus on just one addiction because if you relapse in one ..the possibility of relapsing in the others will raise dramatically..
But if you think as an ex : alcohol is connected to the cycle of watching porn so you have to throw them all
Do what you like but i want to make it clear .. all my wishes

 

14\90 two weeks of determination and self control

 

10/90

 

17/90

 

Day 0. Count me in!

 

Sad to report that I broke my commitment today. I saw some porn and then masturbated. Guess what, it was not worth it and not fun. :-(

Restarting the challenge again.

 

23/90...had a few minutes of urges, but a lot less than yesterday's....on a 10 scale, yesterday was a 8, today a 4. feeling that I need to go to the gym tonight and release some energy.

 

62 complete

 

Day 1 baby i'm on fire lesss goooo

 

ei man, thanks for the nice words . love this community.
nop, i´m not addicted to coffee or alcohol, thank God, i´m only addicted to damn porn . i just feel that these substances are not really helping me in the reboot, you know. so i prefer going cold turkey on all of them and gather as much strengh and energy i can. build a new life with a clean mind. maybe it´s too bold but it´s what i really feel like doing right now. much love bro, onwards

 

Day 16!

 

Day 1/90 relapsed.

 

3/90

 

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let´s go brothers, one day at a time, one attitude at a time. as long as we are determinated porn will never defeat us. here´s a great sound to chillout

 

Day 0 - Checking back in 90 days

 

Day 65/90*.

 

Day 69 done...

 

R E L A P S E D! I know why, i sneaked into it during the last days, tasting more and more of the "precious" images while pretending that they are not porn. Well, tonight I finally dug into real porn and I took it to the end. I feel bad, really bad and weak - but again it was necessary to show me that only pure consequence gets you through the 90 days and beyond.

I start again.

 

Day 79