3/90...busy working 2 jobs today, once I’m done here gonna go work out, have some quiet time, and watch Netflix for an hour or so...pretty happy peaceful day...grateful this community is here...here and now, here and now, doing my best to accept the ups and downs and head in the right direction...
Good luck, don't let the competition die. Day 2:check in. "Great works are performed not by strength, but by perseverance." =Samuel Johnson
Happy to do so brother...what type of flute are you playing? I will reach out to you privately so we can connect...we got this brother...
Hey all, I'm been really finding this a struggle. I set my daily counter to meeting my goals, however I did this to be able to lust and fap when I wanted to. I feel wrong for doing this because the whole fight is against this too. P for me is not an issue nearly as much as lusting is/has been for me. I recall the last day I viewed P back on 16 November 2018, more than 3 months ago, however my addictive brain has been trying to find other ways to get release and an excuse to lust and fap. I've reset my counter and put it back to no PMO. I hope I can be truthful and honest from now on to my own struggle and fight, and to all of you who are fighting this as best they can.
39/90 I'm excited. 6 more days and I'm half day to my 90 days of no PM. I'm really looking forward to getting my life back and feeling more amazing powers.
Day 13_ not just 13 days. The urge has come. Just accept it. Do not run from it and go back to porn. We can do this boiis
No shame. I am married and every time I did P or M I felt like I was cheating my wife. Suddenly I am feeling proud, energised and fully focused on my Queen. My posture improved as I was no longer shaming myself. My wife, who is unaware of my PMO addiction, noticed that my voice became softer and less condescending. For the past 9 days without PMO I finally felt alive and out my zombified life.
I relapsed back to day 0/90 Sorry guys I was acting like a loudmouth over confident about this challenge. I didn't know the sacrifice I have to made to complete this challenge. I think my old ways of dealing with fapping is weak and I need to level up so rather putting high priority to fapping I will focus on small things such as never touch myself, never think about sexual thoughts,never watch or search for nudity. From now on I will focus on this there things and consider relapse if I broke any of them. I think leveling up is going to help me to complete this challenge.
Day 13 broken...sorry guys ... Just it became too much more that the greatest force and I could not handle itsorry