[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Got to 60 for the third time and then watched porn. I start to feel good and horny at 60 and then I fuck it all up. I do it even though I know I'll be depressed after, and fuck am I depressed. My 25th bday is this month and I dont want to keep getting older and have ED still. I've been doing better as time goes on but my progress is so slow, ive been at this for over two years. I wont give up until I hit 90 and stop porn permanently, I know one day Ill succeed and change my life

 

Day1/90 hard to do let see what happens

 

Day 6 done, 84 days to go.

It may seem like this climb goes on forever when I write how many days I have left to go. However, I want to be real about what I'll need to climb the mountain in front of me. I'm pacing my efforts each day. If I get too excited and storm ahead with surging energy, I may want to give up when the climb gets harder and the energy I wasted is then nowhere to be found.

My short and intense climb yesterday helped me to see how small yet decisive decisions make the difference. So I visualise what I would do if I were actually climbing a small yet necessary part of a mountain. Should I do that or this? What will keep me going and out of danger? When faced with a feeling of tempation to give in, I consider, "What on earth would be the point of walking back to the start of this climb to simply get to where I am now, when I'm here now?"

No mountain can be climbed by giving up. This is the mountain I've chosen to climb, and I'm climbing it.

 

You're right, I'll try to make a motivation plan, thank you for the advice bro, really appreciate it

 

Day 23.

 

Morning everyone! Day 53 checking in

 

4/90

 

Day 1...not so hard.. Challenge is said to await on third day

 

You will. Keep at it and have faith. And you will.

 

Day 5. It does get harder at times but just keeping cool and moving forward. One step at a time.

 

Daily check-in. On day 65.

 

I relapsed Iam starting again 0/90

 

On at my day2

 

38? checking in

 

37 - checked

 

Day 64 today

 

Day 71

 

23/90 check in

 

day 1

 

Day 2