Day 7/90 Today honestly was the most difficult day ever. Yesterday, I had a wet dream and today the thoughts of P never go away. But I have managed it somehow. I think that this week will be a hard test for me but I am ready.
day 8 Is life always so difficult or is it just like childhood? Always I am preparing for interviews to find a new job. I had a 4 months rest at home. I wish everyone can find the right path for them. Have a good time everyone. Bye.
I took a cold shower today to dealing with me being uncomfortable. I want in the future if I want to do something. I will stop giving myself an excuse to not to do something. I want to train myself to go ahead and being uncomfortable. Beside that, I had an urge after being frustrated with my banker. I want to escape that frustration with an easy way, PMO. No you can not solve everything by doing an easy way. It is not even a solution. That does not solve anything. Calm the **** down. Go with what you plan to do yesterday. Wait until 9am and go to see the banker and fix the solution. Overall, I had another PMO victory. Keep it up for a better life. I forgot to mention that erection in morning coming back after quitting PMO for 2 weeks.
another day. Almost a week. Thanks to NoFap. I am on my way to get my life back to where it begins. a lot more motivation recently. I have a lot of spare time. I promise myself that I will relapse. Stay strong. Stay motivated. We got this.
Day 0 This week was one to forget I fapped almost every single day I reset my counter and hope to do better next week. Congrats to you all who keeping it clean. Promise is good, to act is better.