Day 0 This week was one to forget I fapped almost every single day I reset my counter and hope to do better next week. Congrats to you all who keeping it clean. Promise is good, to act is better.
Day 17/90 Had some little fantasizing, but nothing porn-related. Just a moment with an ex. I hate how I'm so much in my head. But glad the meditation helps. Was watching something on Netflix that had a scene in a strip club and I had no interest in rubbing one out. In fact, I feel like I'm dead below the belt. Hope the little sucker does eventually come back to life towards natural horniness.
Cruising is great. No PMO! I'm well rested, no depression! Loving the celibate lifestyle! Semen is Sacred!
Day 0/90. Pretty tired today and next eek I have spring break so I'm using that as a extra motivation and its really helping. BY the start of spring break, I hope to beat my longest streak 8 days but yeah today was very tiring and had no urges. After this, taking shower and taking my sleep pill that I bought for the exam tmr...I went to buy energy drink but got caught up with the sleeping pills and bought both a sleeping gummy pill and an energy drink so yeah I'm super geeked to try this and ready for the exam tmr. Good night. Stay strong fellas.
Day 8/90 complete. Felt really anxious and down tofay. Probably my brain withdrawaling from not getting what it wants. Oh well. Moving forward.
The day was hard. Really depressed. I had to compete between withdrawn and study for exam. Never settle with something less when you deserve more. Keep fighting if I dont want to be mediocre.
I failed again after 8 days. Now i realized that i am an ordinary person i cannot help doing that i feel regret but i must be honest, i dont want to tell a lie, i dont want to cheat myself. today is day 0. May god have mercy on me, i really really need help.
Day 18/90. I had some intense dreams last night and halfway thought about doing PMO. When I got out of bed though I just laughed kindly at myself and shook it off. Slowly but surely I can tell I’m getting better. I am not my thoughts. I am strong and I deserve good things in my life. Thanks to everyone here!
