another day. Checking in. I dont want to be mediocre. Be an average man. Have a 9-5 job. boring life. Dream big. Stop PMO
Have fun on the trip. Don't forget your mission though. better life without PMO. Can not wait to have you back. Tell us about the trip
Day 4 complete, feeling strong! (Going to wake up early and train chest, cook, work, read and study Japanese)
Today, a hot girl in my country who I have a crush on got her sex tape leaks. I could not refrain myself from relapsing. There is no excuse here. I realize how weak my will is. You fail, you stand up. Now I know where my problem is. Fix it and keep going. If that ever happens again, I will tell myself. You are such a wimp. All you do is look at a girl who you love and fap on it. Be a man. Choosing an easy way does not help you to grow up. Get out there. Learn how to be a man. Learn how to make money. Then you will be able to take care of her. Then you can date her. Easy way is for a wimp. Hard way is for a man. Besides that, I have 18 out of 20 days clean. I will it posted. Be honest. Especially to myself. I am on a journey to train my will. I know I can do it. I do not want to be a mediocre. No 9-5 job or a boring life.
Day 5/90 4 more days and it will be 9/90 Thats 1/10 If i can get through that 10 more times Quick mafs
First reset since starting NoFap 9 days ago. I was trying to fall asleep last night and became erect. I laid there for about 20 minutes unable to sleep before masturbating. I didn't use porn and only thought about the person I'm seeing, so it's not as bad as it could have been, but at this point it's really hard for me to picture going even twice that amount of time (let alone 10 times that amount) without an orgasm. Day 1/90
Day 22/90. I’m staying strong today by accepting myself and dealing with the urges instead of giving in to them like I used to.
The first day being back. I have to the urge to relapse. I know I have to take this seriously. Otherwise, I have to marry a woman that I dont actually love. just because of stupid night with her. I want to marry a woman because of who she is. Do not PMO. Do not PMO. It is bad. Easy way is for a wimp. Hard way is for a man. I even intended to lie to NoFap. My lower self tell me. It is okay just fap and then still keep the count. No no that is how not work. It does not help. You are on a journey to improve yourself. If you even lie to yourself, what can you do in life man? Be better. Stop PMO
